Today I ponned school - because I felt like it. Besides, I didn't have lessons. There was supposed to be investiture for CT and other stuff, then lessons at 10.20 but the thing is, I have a break at 10.20 all the way to the end of school, which was 11.35 because it was supposed to be a 'half-day'. Sooo might as well don't go to school right? :)

I woke up at 9, then bathed and got ready for training. Took the train to woodlands and took the circle line! First time ever. I realised the circle line IS actually quite good. So yeah, alighted at Stadium station and walked all the way to Macs at Kallang. Breakfast/brunched with Annabel, Gracia and Mel and talked about looooooads of stuff. Saucy news! (x Then Joanne and Grace came and after talking for a while, we went over to Valhall for training. Training was the usual, although I'm not used to playing on Gerflor at Valhall, and that the place is so damn stuffy and small that I couldn't train properly. At the end of training, MJ guys came! Turns out that they had booked the court after us. Interesting.. Haha but unfortunately they were only the J1s, not the main team. So yeah, bathed and slacked for a while. Checked out the sticks at the shop and I went crazy! They imported so many new floorball sticks. Unihoc, Canadien, Exel. I loved the curve sticks! Just waiting and waiting for the Exel Doublecurve. After a while, I went back home alone. Long, lonely walks. Gotta love 'em. It made me think about everything that's been happening.


I miss my friends. I have friends at VJ, but none I can really click with. None I can be myself with. None I can truly confide in. I know people keep saying that it takes time, but its been nearly 4 months and I still don't know whats happening to me in VJ. Everyday I just feel .. lost. I go for lectures, go for tutorials, talk to people, play floorball. But I don't see a purpose behind me doing all that, except of course playing floorball. I feel as though I'm stuck somewhere I don't like, but I can never leave. Sometimes I just sit in the canteen, watching the world go by. People eating, talking, laughing, thinking, studying. Sometimes I wonder whether I'm the only one who goes through this shit. Being in JC, just sucks. I barely even have time, or a place to do my prayers. I'm sad. There is no peace in my life, only stress and pressure. God, help me like you've always did. I need to find my way back to the right path.

Vicky.

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I would kill to have at least one normal day of my life when I get to go home early and relax. Swear. Life's been so hectic lately, I never get a chance to go home early. Or say, be home before 7? Yeah only once or twice in 2 weeks. I'm really that busy.

Well what's been happening in my life? Nothing much really. Lets start from the most memorable experience during these past few weeks. Well, we lost to SAJC 3-0 in the semi-finals for hockey. The girls, however, won SAJC 4-0. So we had the 3rd and 4th placing match which was really really interesting. Drew 2-2 after extra time, despite being the team creating so many chances and nearly scoring 2-3 more goals. So it went to penalties. It was reallyreallyreally nerve wrecking, but in the end we won it! :DDDD So 3rd we are. On the friday, we went to watch the girls' hockey finals. What a game! They won 4-0 against SAJC. Afterwards, we went to Ion Orchard's Swensens for a sponsored meal! By some of the parents haha yay! :D Thanks whoever.

Fast forwardddddd to last week because the recent weeks have been not much of a thrill. More monotonous, and BORING. :O Soooo last thursday we had our first A Division floorball match. Played against Hwa Chong and won them 7-2! We played a really good game and I scored one goal. A volley some more! :DDD Haler. Yesterday we just had another match, against Yishun JC, the toughest competitor in our group. I played a horrid game, and so did the rest. We weren't really on form. But we still won them 5-3, after a hard-fought match. Got a little scolding, but other than that we're ready for the next game!


Hmmm what else is there to talk about? Haha. Oh yeah, I've decided to quite combined schools and play for the VS old boys. Love their company hahaha training's always so fun with them. Going home after 12 on friday nights just because of supper with them after training rockkkkkkkkk. Besides, the players are all really skilled so I learn a lot from them. Apart from that, uhm studies? No comments hahah. I guess I need to find more time to update about my daily life! D: Been neglecting this blog for far too long.


And nobody bothers to tag anymore. (x

Vicky!

I've got bumps, cuts and bruises all over my body. But I ain't complaining, because defending for my team is what I love to do. VJ hockey, all the way. :)

Vicky

Its been 4 years since I've known Fawwaz and it's sad to see him migrating to somewhere so far, all of a sudden. All the times we spent together, all the memories, all the shit we endured, all the fun we had. Well, we won't be having much together anymore, but its those memories that we all have made together that I will keep close to my heart. As you said, there's always facebook and msn, but damn thats wholly different from seeing the person right in front of you. All I have to say is, have a good life there bro. All the best in your future. :)

So, this week has been quite .. no not quite, its been really tiring. Lets talk about monday, tuesday and wednesday. On monday, came to school and then I was released at 11.35am. After eating, slacking around and changing, we had a short video session highlighting our mistakes and what to look out for in the game. We were going to be playing against MI. So after everything, we set off for Delta Stadium. And theeeeeen, after warming up and everything, IT RAINED! D: So after waiting, it was decided that the match was to be postponed. So the next day (Tuesday) I went straight to Sengkang Sports & Recreation Centre in the morning (and got lost otw) and then we played the match. What a match .. They scored first, but then we responded with 7 goals. Heheh. So the final score was 7-1! :D Woah woah. Hahaha. Then went back school and got an ice bath! I swear I felt damn good after that. My legs were sooooo light. Oh then went to bathe after that.

AND MY PHONE GOT FUCKING STOLEN.

I realised after I left the shower room and went to the canteen. I checked everywhere but couldn't find it. And what more, when I tried calling, it was switched off. Ahhhhh my heart damn pain I tell you. Contacts + stuff = all gone! I now have to go through the long and irritating process of getting back all my contacts. Which is fuhreaking annoying. Ahhhhhhhh )))))))): People keep saying that its good cos I'll be getting a new phone but I want my old phone back a thousand times more than I want that new phone. But if I do get to buy a new phone, I would want the Samsung Pixon12 or SE Aino or SE Satio. Although the Pixon12 is one of my toptop choices! :D Buuuuuut my contacts and everything. D: Need time to build them all back. OR if anybody reads this and knows my number just text me! So I'll have a muchmuchmuch easier job. :D

Okaaaaaaay what else. OH YEAH! Semi-finals of hockey A' Division will be held at 4.30pm at CCAB, Bukit Timah. Be there! :D We'll be playing against SAJC.
& A promise I shall keep after so many failed relationships.
Vicky!