How I wish, I could move to New Zealand.
Start a new life, start afresh.
Get true friends,
Not like the "friends" I have now.
Friends who can see me for who I really am,
Not trying to force me with stuff I don't like.
Friends who appreciate me.
Of course, I'd keep friends like Saufi, Hafidz, Izzat, Ziyad, Taufik and Wei Jian.
And a few of my close friends who are girls.
For they see me as who I am, what's real deep down inside.
For that I thank you guys.

I wish to run along open fields, and rest upon fresh green meadows.
I wish to have a view of snow-capped mountains in my backyard,
Of my home which is set upon the countryside.
I wish to have a nice car, in which I roam the country,
Looking for nothing, just taking in the scenery.
How I wish I could go and settle down with a girl whom I love with all my heart,
And we'll have a perfect time just lazing around and breathing in the fresh air.
How I wish my house had an open space, just for me to look up at night,
And observe the beautiful stars that are thrown upon the dark sky,
Just like a big black canvas dotted with the world's most beautiful objects.

I wish.
But I know that's hard to come true.

Today was normal.
After MT intensive, went over to Parkway.
Played around at challenger for awhile,
Then we went for friday prayers at Abdul Aleem Siddique! :D
My old kindergarten.
Miss it.
It's changed alot.
So after solat, went back to school.
Had floorball training.
Was fun(:
Then, went back home.
Haiz.

some people think they're so funny.
calling me a mat.
well maybe I should laugh.
HAHA, I'M A MAT.
happy now?

Today was pretty much retarded(:
After MT intensive,
Met up with Mdm Ow to pass her the edusave form for my China Exchange prog.
Then, we played soccer!
All the way till 12+, if I'm not wrong.
It was retardedddddddddddd.
It was a very hot day, so I just took off my shirt and played.
What was crazy was that the artificial grass was burning,
And I played barefoot. xD
So yeah, I pretty much roasted my feet!
And I've got like, 3 BIG blisters on my right foot!
And I can't bother looking at the left one.
I guess I'll be wearing slippers to school tmr. hahahahah.
After soccer, cooled down and bus-ed back home.
I don't know what I'll be doing tmr. xD
I just CANNOT go home early.
Nothing to do at home. hahahah.

Today was fun!
Despite the fact that I had school. D:
MT intensive was okay.
Had some peribahasa activity.
I needa mug malay! xD

After MT intensive, the usual people plus dzafir hamzah deen,
Went over to parkway.
Brunch-ed at Macs!
Unfortunately there was no breakfast ):
I wanted my beeeeeeeeeeeeeg breakfast! hahah.
After macs, me saufi fawwaz wisnuh went over to Marina Bowl!
Played 2 games.
Was super fun & retarded. xD
Especially with wisnuh around.
Farhan and Huda came round some time after our first game.

After bowling, went over to Macs.
They ate, me and waz played PSP! :D
Then it started raining so we were kinda stuck for a moment, :O
After waiting for the rain to stop,
We left macs and went over to the bus stop.
But not before playing with paper boats!
hahah, deprived childhood much :x
Was really retarded.
But I enjoyed it. (:
Tmr there's floorball training at 2!
Its gonna be fun :D
Its been a long time since I've gone for training.
Because of the exams.
I hope it ain't intensive.
Or I'll die! xD

Okay, so starting off this post,
Today was basically a *yawn* day,
If you get what I mean.
Woke up at 9,
And made my way to school.
Ms Leow had her bio lesson,
And then I got my repork book!
I wanna type everything out.

English 61 - B4
HML 69 - B3
A-Math 55 - C5
E-Math 63 - B4
Bio 64 - B4
Chemistry 57 - C5
Physics 61 - B4
Humans 37 - F9

And the marks are soooooo different from my original marks.
And my L1R5 for the year is 28.
Nice.
If I had used my EOY marks only and not screwed up combined humanities,
I would have gotten a MUCHMUCH lower L1R5.
Nevermind, I will work my best this coming year to get good marks.
I won't use this holidays as a resting period much.
After I'm done with malay O's, I'll start revising this year's topics.
Studying is all that I really care about now.
I don't give a fuck if I'm really sounding like a geeky nerd,
But yes, I need to study my ass off!
My level position is like, 96/126.
Yes, once again I have attained bottom 30 in the cohort in Special.
If I'm not wrong, I've had that same position since the start of the year. xD
As in, the SAME number 30. lol much.
But I'm kinda proud that I really improved in all my sciences.
There was a good improvement, really.
As for my math, its deproving.
Hard lah.
I've improved in my languages too.
Thank god.
As for combined humanities, Geog & SS, its been the same. F9 for me.
But yeah, I'll work on it.
But I'm lucky to be promoted.
But then again, what if my basics aren't right?
Then it'd be hell for me in sec 4.
Ah, sec 4!
The climax of everything.
The final year in vs.
Well well, the time for writing about that will come later. (:

Moving on, after friday prayers and everything,
I accompanied Aqida to repair our Onto headphones over at Aljunied.
Irritating!
I didn't really wanna repair them, as I was lazy.
But then, for her sake I went.

After that, went home and bathed and changed and everything.
Went out again, met Hafidz Afi Wisnuh Farhan Huda Ziyad at Tampines Mall.
We watched HSM3!
Nice show, but far too much singing. xD
I kinda liked the show.
And Vanessa Anne Hudgens. hahahaha.
So yeah, after that went to eat with them at KFC.
Met Fadhil, Wafiy and another sec 4 guy.
Then they left, and Ryson and Khai walked into KFC.
So then, after eating and stuff,
We made friends with these 3 kids.
"Geng baru." inside joke xD.
We parted ways and I took the bus home.

BUT I didn't return home yet.
I took a detour and met Taufik who was at his cousin's house,
Which was near my house.
We talked for quite a while.
What can I say, a brother to brother talk.
Hahah, after a while I parted ways with him and got home.
At home, there were guests.
Which included my friend D* which was the main reason I didn't want to return home early.
But unfortunately, I got home a little too early. xD
So yeah, thats basically where my shitty day ended.
But tmr, there's gonna be a batch jalan rayer!
And its gonna be in casual clothes.
So I bet it'll be fun.
I hope. xD

I'm so boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed.
I don't really have anything to do at home.
And I really miss floorball!
I missed my chance to play yesterday.
Apparently because the doctor said "no sports."
Damn.
And Mr Amir asked me and Hamzah to go for Combined Schools tryouts.
Without any training the past 1 month or so,
How the hell will we even pass through round 1 of selections?! xD

I didn't go for jalan rayer with friends yesterday.
Slept throughout the day.
Ahhh, wastage of time!
Eat, Sleep, Rot at home.
Lifestyles of the rich and famoussick and aimless.
At least I've got my psp to accompany me!
Today's gonna be another boringggggggg day.
I wonder if my friends are going anywhere today.
I'll sure follow! xD
My throat's not really getting any better.
Such intense pain.
I want to get an injection to end the pain!
Like the time I went to the hospital last year.
Hahaha, fat chance lah haziq.

Today's like the second last day of school.
Well, officially that is.
I didn't go to school!
Damn ):
But then again, hurray!
I went to the doctor and he gave me like, 5 types of meds to finish up!
Crazy, pure pure crazy. xD
I'll be staying at home for the whole day!
I can't go out with my hml mates.
Thats very very very sad! D:
I'll be missing out on the fun, and of course the $$!
Hopefully they'll go out tmr. hahah.
Being at home sucks, truly.
With a busted computer and only a psp, sucks sucks!
I wanna go to hamzah's house and play his ps3. xD
Maybe I'll get one for myself.
But where do I get the money for it? hahahah.
And I can't really work part-time during the holidays,
Because of parents.
But its not like I have the time anw.
With floorball trainings, overseas trips, camps and what others.
I should be a good son and ask my parents for money :D

Anyway, its officially the 2nd last day of school.
But unofficially, I have school till 4th November.
And then 5th is my Malay O' Levels!
After that, freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedom!
But next year's the full O' Levels so =.=

Yesterday's jalan raya with hml mates was fun!
We're going again today and tmr.
But I'm not sure if I can go today.
D:
My sore throat is killing me.
But I'm afraid that its more of tonsillitis.
Hurts alot when I swallow.
Hahahaha.
And I didn't go to school today.
But I want to go jalan rayer oi!
Hmm, hmm hmm.
What should I do.

Anw, why do you people keep asking me about the blogskin!
Okay I've changed. Happy? xD

Gosh, today was a draggggggggggg.
School was sucky!
We had some rubik's cube competition,
And then proceeded to some class for MT mock exam.
I had no damn mood to the the paper!
Hahahaha.
So I anyhow write uh xD
After the papers, was sembahyang jumaat.
Then after that, me luqman saufi,
Went over to TM,
Where we saw loads of people we knew.
I have no idea why syasya says my face was sheepish and that luqman&saufi's faces were funny.
Weird girl, really. :D
So, we went over to LJS to have lunch.
That's where Afi joined us.
And he started his PI crap again!
Hahahaa, that idiot xD.
So, after like 4 hours of walking around TM, then going to CS, then back to TM, and well, you know how it goes.
Hahahaha.
I met Natasha and followed her around, buying her stuff.
Whooo, my legs were damn tired! hahaha.
And my back problem resurfaced.
Damnnnnnnnn!

Soooo, at about 6 I took the train with her to Simei,
And we split paths.
Got back home, parents were okay with me already.
Happy uh.
Thennnn, I developed a fever. D:
So frustrating!
And the primary school mates came over to my house at 10.
Had to entertain them for about 45minutes,
But I didn't really mind because it's been ages since I've seen them.
Aha, sweet old memories.
Had a good time laughing with them over silly events that happened in P6!
Ruzana's still pretty, the way she is.
Izzati changed alot. Rambut perang oi! xD
The guys, Aniq Amin Hazwan Eno Rizal (and another small guy I forgot his name),
Didn't change much.
Rizal's still the faggot he was in primary school!
Hahahahahaha.
I hope I can go out with them soon enough.

Wheeeeeeeee!
Our celebrations after exams were retarded.
xD
Will post tmr! (:

Okay!
I skipped school today,
But got an MC fr it.
xD
Yay yay yay.
Hahahah.

Anyway, I'm gonna post about yesterday's events!
Don't really mind the fact that parents kinda screwed me today for going home 2 hours later than they wanted.
I mean, going home at 9pm?!
A little unreasonable for somebody who's worked like shit tryna pull up his grades and attain an L1R5 of below 20.
Ah, what can I say. *shrugs*

So yesterday, after school we went to macdonalds to get breakfast.
Ate with people,
Then we slacked fr awhile.
Me, Ziyad, Wisnuh and Farhan.
Waited for the rest to come from home after changing.
So yeah, they came and then about 8 of us went over to Simei to go jamming!
Hahaha, I couldn't really stand the noise.
Me, Saufi, Luqman, Afi and Izzat kinda stoned/played psp for 3 hours. xD
After jamming, we went over to Taufik's condo!
We prayed and everything, then what else, swimming!
Ahh, so fun.
We played all types of crap games there. hahahaha.
And we had the "members swearing in ceremony" for afi and izzat.
Hahahahhahaha.

After swimming, we wanted to play soccer at the skate park,
But then there were some mat reps cycling there,
So we just headed over to the jacuzzi and slacked!
The water was hot hot hot.
We were boiling ourselves manzxszxszxszx.
Hahahahah.

After that, went up to fik's house and bathed then ate.
That was followed by going to the poolside and just talking about life.
Ah, I love those moments.
Especially with my best friends. (:
I'm glad that my problem with H has been sorted out.
Everything's back to normal now.
Cabbed back home after that.

As my friends are enjoying themselves in fucking swensens,
I'm at home.
No, not because I'm forced to.
Apparently because I want to.
Why, you may ask?
Sometimes friends do the best things to you.
Other times, they shit on you.
In this case, only one shit on me.
I still feel it, mind you.
This ain't the first time you've done it, H.
You think friends' hearts are for toying around,
Playing with and when you break them apart, you can easily find a spare one.
I suggest you LEARN how to keep a friend,
Before you actually go about calling him your brother.

Today was wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohoo.
xD
Met memberz at interchange at 12,
Then haseef, fadhil, fadzly, izzat and amsyar joined us.
Then we went to Cikgu Marliana's house!
Because it was an open house.
The house was full of Victorians!
Ex-victorians, sec 4, 3, 2, 1, and Victorian's gf's.
Hahahaha.
We had funnnnnn.
We went retarded inside cikgu's room!
Despite the various warnings given. xD

Theeeeeeen, me, haseef fadhil fadzly izzat amsyar farhan fawwaz,
Went over to Amsyar's house.
Damn class! Like hotel, serious!
His olderyounger sister was quite good looking, xD
Haiya, age diff age diff.
Thanks fawwaz for telling me that! xD
Got chance got chance.
Hahahahaha.

Then, we went over to fawwaz's house.
After eating and everything,
We played street soccer!
Had a share of some of the goals.
xD
Then I walked around in samping, pants and slung my shirt over my shoulders.
Went into a shop topless, bought water and wiped myself abit then wear back.
Hahahha that was totally random.
But street soccer was fun!
Unfortunately now I've got blisterrrrrrs.
But it was worth it :D

After fawwaz's house, went over to my house.
At about 8+?
Mummy scolded me because I jalan raye even though my exams aren't done yet.
But after amath, I felt crazy.
Hahahahahha. shitting hard paper blardy fxck.
After solat-ing, eating and then crapping about in my small room,
We set off on foot to fadzly's house.

It was quite a distance!
But armed with a soccer ball and rowdy friends,
We had fun. :D
Reached his house, got laksa to eat.
And we watched pendekar bujang lapok!
YAYYAYYAY.
"Maafkan kami, maafkan kami, maafkan kami, maaf-kan kaaaaami."
That song was sung by me and amsyar for quite a while.
xD
Fun ah siolszxszxsxszx.

After that, we took bus, wanted to go to Haseef's house.
But changed plans, got off the bus and took 17 to Cikgu Shyamira's house.
There, MORE FOOD!
Couldn't eat much ah oi.
But me and kwek were racing for the toilet.
xD
The bus was cold!
And you all know what happens when that happens.
hahahahhaha.
Cikgu's house was the last house, thank god!
I got home at 12+!
So early.
But I was tired, so yeahhhh.

I'm looking forward to next week!
1) End of exams!!!!!!
2) Jalan raya combined HML & ML, around 20+ people maybe.
3) Jalan raya with tuition mates! but not confirmed):
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Tag replies:
Natasha: Hahahaha, yes you and your "suffering" because of me. xD
Ameera: You did experiment eh? Haahahhaa. Miss Independant's mine!

My blog's been stagnant yeah?
Been posting at multiply mostly. xD

Exams exams,
So stressful!
Monday was Malay Paper 1, and Physics.
Well, I should say I had not much of a problem.
The malay composition, cikgu texted me saying that I did well in it.
So yeah, :D

Tuesday, or yesterday, was English Paper 2 and E-math.
English Paper 2 was relatively fine,
I'm just scared for summary!
Hahaha.
As for emath, I wanted to kill myself.
SO DAMN DIFFICULT.
I went home feeling damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn stressed.

Today was Malay Paper 2 and Chemistry.
Malay Paper 2 was okay, do-able.
I memorised all the peribahasa!
So happy lah.
As for chemistry, it was easier than I had expected.
I managed to do all the questions except for a few.
The marks I've confirmed lost is 2-3 marks.
I'm hoping reaaallllllll hard I'll get good marks!
Pray for me people. xD

Tomorrow is Geography AND Biology.
Oh what the fuck, looks like I'm sleeping damn late tonight!
Well, I don't think I'll be posting till the end of the week.
Friday's A-Math, which is another hard paper.
(:

I'm super boreddddddd!
Been studying physics for like 2-3 hours?
People come, people go.
I didn't entertain the guests!
:x
Well, I was studying so they should understand eh?
But mainly because my favourite peoplesssss haven't come yet!
Hahaha :D
Anw, I'm posting this on multiply.
My blogger is kinda, stagnant.
Lucky multiply can cross-post to blogger also.
Hahahaha.
Well, the pics are all on my multiply!
So its wayyyyyyyy easier(:

Today was the 4th day of raya!
Oh wait, since its past 12,
I'd say ystd.
We visited a few houses,
Basically the old peoples' houses,
Save a few aunt's houses
Went to holland road, bukit panjang, tampines and stayed in tamp.
xD
Everywhere we went, I got alottttt of comments,
"Haziq, dah bujang eh skarang!"
"Eh, dah hansem ah haziq skarang..."
Haha, what else could I do but to smile and accept the duit raye. :D

Random note,
I kinda notice that girls tend to look very good in the Malay traditional costumes.
xD
Serious!
Well, tmr I'm not going anywhere I think.
Just staying at home and muggggggg!
Anyone wanna come over?
=p

The first day of Hari Raya was fun!
Like reallllllll fun :D
Had a hell of a good time with cousins.
Kak Fiqah, Kak Mai <3!