I don't want to write a post full of vulgarities but;

What the fucking hell is your problem?

I'm sick okay. I'm sick of what you're doing. What you've done all this while. You should know that you don't mean any shit in my life anymore kay, after all you've done. I've told you countless of times, don't. Don't go looking for trouble. With me. You just had to, you had to. I don't understand why. You don't own me. You don't fucking own me. Yet, why do you have to go around disturbing everything that has a link to me. Get some fucking courage to talk to me about it. First off, you piss me off by the way you treat my friend. I've asked you once, why you hated her. You didn't know. Yet, you still hate her. And when she goes out with me, you spread rumours to all your friends dressed in green that she stole me from you. Hello, if she liked me and really stole me away from you, we would have been together long ago okay. So why, I ask you fucking hell why you still have a problem with me going out with her. She's just my friend, thats all. So what if she's close to me, ey. The way you're treating my friends now, you don't deserve even the shit that comes out of my ass. You had no right to make her suffer, making all your friends hate her just of the propaganda that comes out of your damned mouth. Telling people she stole me from you, telling people other shit that's one sided and biased. To all those people too, don't you people have fucking brains? Sorry but I know some of you read my blog but don't you have some fucking pink matter in your heads? To think rationally about the matter and don't hate her for just what you've heard from others. Hate-ment without judgement. Thats what I call pure stupidity. And back to you. What's this I hear about you hating my close friends? I don't know but hello, they're my close friends? What gives you the right to hate them just for being close to me. Jealous, jealous, jealous? I'm sick of hearing this okay. Grow up la. Grow up. They're my close friends, it gives you no right to hate them just for being close to me. You know how much I hate hearing all these? I can't stand it anymore okay. I can't stand it.

I'm giving you one last warning, one last chance. I've reiterated my point over and over again. I hate what you're doing. I despise it. I want you to stop doing it, I want you to get out of my life and the lives of people around me. You and I were long over, long gone. Why do you still think you can play a part in my life anymore? Why do you still think you can control the people I talk to? Why do you make people's lives a living hell? Questions I pose to you are not coming from anger, I really am curious. Stop it okay. Stop it.

Holy shit I love this song. Love love love. I'm in looooooove.

Aha, hello world. I'm just bored and I can't really focus. Exams so far have been okaaaay. English was fine. The compre was pretty easy, and the situational writing set everyone arguing about their conflicting theories on how it was supposed to be done. I stick to my stand and what I did, that its a formal letter with a slightly informal tone. :D My composition, however, wasn't up to my usual standard. I've written WAAAAY better compos I swear I'm not kidding. English is my strong subject so I'm really looking to score. Emath was fine, I look forward to a distinction, hopefully an A1. (: Amath just now, some questions were easy whereas several were quite tough. I didn't do one or two questions but apart from that all went well. Tomorrow's paper 2, luckily we know what to study but there's a hell lot to study honestly. My weekends will be spent spamming SS, Geog and sciences. Woo! 15 days 15 days holy banana 15 days!!!

I've got a new list of stuff I want to do and want to get. First on my list in gym! As expected. Then I'll be doing alot of swimming. That, apart from floorball, will keep me occupied during my free time. Oh, talking about floorball I've got to get myself a new stick. And I need to get tights. Nike, here I come. Hahaha. Other than that, the recreational activities I've got planned are far from little. Heh. In other words, I'll be having a hell load of fun. Oh and several things about me could change after o's so watch out for me hahahaha.

Okay, I want to get back to studying. Amath!
Vicky

Its the o's, baybehhhhh!
Lets roll.

List of to-dos after o's;

1) Gym
2) Floorball
3) Gym
4) Floorball
5) Gym
6) Floorball
7) Go sentosa
8) Go gmax
9) Thon at town one fine night
10) Swimming
11) Start playing Sims 3
12) Download Fifa 10 into PSP
13) Anything and everything

MOTIVATION! Its like, 22 days til the end of o's. CHIONG ARRRRRRRRR.

If you ain't doing nothing let's fly away
Drive away, get away
We can go to the club or hide away
We can do what you want to, baby

I'm sick! Haha. Have been studying very minimally yesterday and today. Been sleeping most of the time. Partly cos I want to recover fast, and the medicines knock me out pretty damn fast. 4 DAYS TO O'S! Holybanana man. But then again, 23 days til the end of o's. God bless (x K, I better be back to studying now. In 23 days, as my friend (crazily) said, there'll be only 2 words in our vocab after o's. PAR and TAY! PARTYYYYY. I tried reminding her that its just one word she split into two but ohwells, who cares. Point is, we partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!! :DDDD K thanks bye.

Vicky!

My mother always told me, don't go around breaking girls' hearts.
Well mummy, I've failed you.

I realised that my post on my 4 years in VS shouldn't touch on what I did. Rather, I will write about what I felt, what I gained, what I've achieved. Because emotions cannot be expressed in words, they can only be felt. So yeah, wait for it guys!

Andandand today was freakin' unproductive. The only things I got better at were soccer and catching fish. What the eff. Okay, I should be going off to sleep now. My brother's getting circumcised tmr! HAHA but laser so not pain ah. So lucky, him. Mine was painful, like srzly. Tomorrow's going to be a longlong day of studying and the people at East Coast hawker centre gna see our faces again. Heh.

Vicky!

Sorry people, I'm afraid the continuation of my post will have to wait. I've been out from morning to night the past few days, studying. So yeah. (: Til more interesting events happen, the first real post will be ... saaaaay around November 13th. Heh. Good luck to all sec 4s! And the rest, enjoy your hols. Wish me luck, and pray for me. :D

And remember, we'll break the 10 point barrier!
We do not return to you Mother. Because we never really left.
Victoria, forever.

& Lastly, I want to say something. But nobody does it better than Arnold SwatchZingerBurger.


Vicky!

I know I should be studying, but I know I owe an update. And I find that I really need to post this longlonglong post. Why? Because I'll miss vs. And in the future, I'll read this post and reminiscence on all the good days I had. Haller to that.


Victoria in Singapore,
There are other schools we know,
Victoria is something more,
The school that watched us grow.

For here we've learnt and striven too.
And played the sportsmen's game;
Victoria, we give to you
The honour that you claim.

Victoria thy sons are we,
And we will not forget,
Victoria thy triumphs see,
And victories we share yet.

For others came before and went,
And carried to the world,
Victoria's fame and our intent
To keep her flag unfurled.


Yesterday, was graduation night. The night, where we went from Victorians, to ex-Victorians. But whatever it is, as I always say; a Victorian once, a Victorian forever. Never did I feel such a bond to anything else, and I consider the Victorian family my third family, apart from my third family and my band of brothers. Well, yesterday was and ending to my four very pleasant years in Victoria School, and it was certainly the best way to end it off.

Started off by going to Fik's house. Reached his house, iron-ed my clothes then we went out for a while to Eastpoint to grab some breakfast. After that, went back to his house and got ready. Cabbed over to Abdul Aleem Siddique mosque, then prayed. After that, cabbed back to school and went up to the auditorium, for O Level briefing. Then, we had a break. Took many many photos then went back up for the start of graduation ceremony. It was a good one, awesome speeches, awesome people, awesome concert items, and awesome dedications by the teachers and others. A certainly emotional presentation, I watched it with sucha heavy heart. I couldn't believe I was graduating.

Afterwards, we proceeded to the hall, where we had a 4-course formal dinner. Maaaan, I couldn't even finish the main course. So full! At every interval when the were serving the next course, people got up and took pictures and whatever. There was even a toasting session led by our principal, Mr Low. I swear, the feeling was amazing! And the waitresses were around our age too, and I admit, they weren't too bad looking. Heheh. One of the waiters was my primary school friend, Saiful. And he remembered me! Hahaha haller. K so yeah, basically we spammed pictures, got spammed with food, and spammed happiness.

After the whole thing, the crowd started thinning out, until at last the hall held only about 50 people or so. Then, somebody started a cheer. People followed. I ran to the circle. And I joined in. We did so many cheers. And after all that, I told ziyad, "get the flag, get the flag!" He ran, got it, and ran back. And we started the victorian anthem. A very good way to end off our 4 years in Victoria School. That cheering session in the hall was the best and strongest cheering I've ever heard in my 4 years in victoria school, because I know everyone there was cheering their hearts out. I certainly was. Viva Victoria!

So, after that we headed down. And then started the official pond ceremony, where people got thrown into the pond. First went Afi, the birthdayboy! And then hamzah. And ... me. I was chased so far and then farhan and taufik tried to help me. But I was pushed into the pond, hurting my knee in the process, and yeah, I got super wet. Hahaha. Yeah so blah blah blah. Went to the field and played the crossbar challenge! Me and Afi succeeded. But unfortunately, Saufi couldn't hit the crossbar after numerous tries and saying "ONE MORE TRY!" like 5 times. HAHAHA. Sorry dude, I had to post that. ;D So yeah, afterwards, we ended it off by heading to Simpang Bedok to have supper, til 12.30. It was a fun day and night. :D An awesome ending of sorts. One that had me with mixed emotions; happy, excited, and definitely sad.

Reminiscing on times I spent together with my brothers, friends, teachers, hockeymates, floorballmates, and MCS dudes, I realise that I'm truly going to miss being in Victoria. Because in her, I've grown to be a gentleman, proffesional, and a sportsman. In Victoria, I've learnt so much. Gained so many friends! And had so much fun.


I remember in primary 6, I was contemplating on where to go. My mum told me, 'Victoria School, its a very good school.' So I set my sights on her. One day, I went for the open house. The campus was just 2 years old, and incredibly big. I fell in love with Victoria School. I got my PSLE results, holy shit I got 259. I was very happy, because I knew I could easily enter Victoria School. So yeah, school posting results got out, and I got in. :D

I remember the first day of school. The class was so quiet, and the only person I knew then was Afi Syafiq. But in the year, I made so many friends. And the class certainly bonded, also thanks to the Sec 1 camp we had, where we had to hike 10km to our changi campsite. Thats where we interacted basically, sharing our views of how tiring the hike was. But the camp itself, was awesome. We went back to school life, knowing each other better and such. I remember telling myself that I wanted to join a uniformed group, specifically NCC Air. But my instincts took over and insisted that I go for hockey tryouts. I got shortlisted after playing for 10 minutes. But I admit, joining hockey and floorball wasn't something I regretted. I loved those two ccas, and dedicated all my time and effort in it. In sec 1, the only competition I joined was the national hockey championships. Unfortunately, we didn't go through to the semis. But it was certainly a good experience.

The next year, 2007, in sec 2, wow that was a good year. It was my streaming year, and I definitely studied hard so I could get into the triple science stream. Then the PE as an O' Level subject was introduced, and I was quite interested. I applied for it. But at the end of the year, my parents banned me from taking it. Like, urgh. But I could go for triple science, so I took it, with geog elect. I loved geog. Hahaha. So yeah. In that year too, we won the 1st National C' Division Floorball tournament. It was such a happy occasion for us. We were very very happy! Jumping about, cheering VS boleh, etc. We were ecstatic. And the following day, we went up on stage proudly, claiming our prizes. At the end of the year, a few of us, basically the 'Fab 6', joined the National Men's Floorball Division 3 tournament. We got whacked in every single match, but Mr Amir was very understanding because we were merely secondary school boys playing against people who were above 18. I remember during that tournament, I scored my first goal in a tournament. The goal was a beautiful one at that. I rounded 3 defenders, and scored from an acute angle into the top corner. Gosh, that was such a beautiful goal. We ended off the tournament with only one win, and during that match, I was unfortunately down sick.
Ending off the year with a 2G class chalet, I believe was the best way to end off 2 years with the people who went through the transition from primary school to secondary school together. I'll always cherish that class, because it was very good being in the class. 2G, forever in my heart.

I started off my upper secondary year in 2008. Sec 3, and finally after 8 years of education since primary one, LONG PANTS! I remember the first day wearing long pants. We took pictures! We were excited, pretty much. Haha. 2008 was a great year, a really awesome year.

Post to be continued, tmr. TIRED!

I have a loooooooong post that's gna be up tmr.
Stay tuned. :D

Once again, I apologise for the lack of updates. Blogger's being a bitch again, and I'm not able to upload all my photos onto my blog! Although I have posted them on facebook and multiply. Links will be given at the end of this post. (:

Well, how should I put this ... It has certainly been an interesting last week in Victoria for me. Yesterday, we had our last Malay lesson of secondary life. Cikgu photographed us a lot and then, we ended off with cake! A very big and nice chocolate cake. Haha. Malay lessons have been so memorable, with so many events happening. In that malay class, the whole of the right side of the class is filled with my brothers, so its really really fun. I remember always joking around with Deen, Saufi, Afi and Hamzah. We were easily the noisiest group in the class! Haha. I want to apologise to cikgu too, for testing her patience throughout her times teaching us. I'm not exactly quiet in malay class. Heh. Well, I have certainly benefited from her lessons though. For you cikgu, I'll get an A1 for HML, insyallah.

Afterwards, we had english. That wasn't the highlight of the day, it happened afterwards. At about 2, I noticed a few of our classmates gathering at the window. I sensed something amiss, and out of curiousity went out to investigate. To my shock, I saw white smoke billowing out from the roof of MKS. Maaaan, I was shocked. I ran over to the staircase closer to the mosque, along with a few other people. I called 995 straightaway, and they said that the emergency services were already on the way. So I just stood there rooted, watching in horror. I took so many photos though, from the 7th floor. Then I moved to the skybridge, getting a better view. Took videos! I've alr uploaded one onto youtube. The rest of the pictures are in facebook, or you can check them out on STOMP. I sent a whole pile of pictures to them. Oh, and then I remembered about the Darul Quran, and remembered that my little brother was having kindergarten there! I panicked and straightaway took my stuff and ran down seven floors and out of the school, and across the road. I was sooooooo worried about my little brother. So very worried. I asked around and discovered that the preschool kids were brought to Wisma Mendaki, so I rushed off to Wisma Mendaki. There, I met their VP and asked to see my brother. Alhamdulillah, he was safe. So I reassured him, and told him that my dad would pick him up. I walked away from the building, knowing my beloved little brother was safe. God, I was so worried. I almost wanted to cry. ):

So yeah, today was nothing much. Just that it struck me, tomorrow will be my last day of lessons in Victoria. And on friday, will be my last day of officially being a Victorian. However, I know that when you're a Victorian once, you're a Victorian forever. I'll save my post for Friday, but as for now I know its pretty clear. I'll miss Victoria.

Vicky

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Just heard on the news that the mosque can only continue operations in a year, and that the damage is estimated to be in excess of $1m. And they showed the condition of the prayer hall ... So sad ): I just want to cry man. Anyway, they showed a clip of the qurans which were untouched by the blaze. Alhamdulillah, and certainly, subhanallah. God wanted to save those qurans. :D And last thing, to hell with that boy that started the whole blaze! Really.

Sorry for the lack of updates!