I'm pissed off! Cos the CC near my house has a gym. When I asked, they said I needed a membership. Then I said I wanted to sign up, they told me I needed to be at least 18. What the craaaaaap! Likeee, bedok gym and tampines gym lets me in, why not the cc? merepek!!! haha. I want to write in and insist I get the membership. Crap seh the age limit.

Enough ranting about age limits. Haha. Lets talk about raya! I'll summarise stuff because cannot explain, can only experience to feel it. :D The day before raya, I was supposed to get Frin's shoes with her. But tak jadi, so I helped to clean the house and masak ketupats! I love ketupats. Especially the process. :D So yeaaaaah, last day of puasa so I wasn't really excited for buke. But as I've said, time moves on without waiting for anyone and before I knew it, the azan was playing out from the radio. So I broke fast for the last time in ramadhan, and that breaking fast was a silent one for me as I sat down thinking about all the events in ramadhan and how I resisted so many temptations, and the devil in me. Who knows, I may not meet ramadhan again next year. God willing, I'll live til the next ramadhan.(: Insyallah, my puasa and ibadahs for the month of ramadhan will be accepted by allah.

So the next day, I woke up bright and early for solat aidilfitri! I was feeling so happy. Its finally hari raya, I kept reminding myself. So bathed, got ready and went out with my dad. Picked up my uncle and cousin and off we went to Darul Gufran Mosque. It was pretty packed, up luckily we were able to find space. In an air conditioned room some more! Haha, "VIP" according to my dad. So yeah, prayed, listened to the khutbah and then we went back home to get ready. I took a quick shower, then got ready. Soooooo, yeah took photos and everything. Mintak maaf kinda thing. Then we went out. :D

Reached atuk's house first! Haha but no prize ah. Hehehe. Ate, drank, watched tv and talked with atuk while waiting for the others to come. So yeah, slowly one by one came. Then the full squad datang! Hahaha. I had a seriously fun time with all my cousins that day. From atuk's house, to a few other houses. My cousins rockkkkkkk ballszx. :D

The pictures are all up on fb. Go check em out!
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=109178&id=522134957&l=c9066cef8b

Hello people! I'll probably be too busy after maghrib, so I want to post up something now before I get pretty busy with the malam raya/last minute stuffs.

To all muslims, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI! Yeah, to those I know and those I don't know. Doesn't matter much anyway. Maaf zahir batin atas segala kesalahan atau tersilap kata, menyakitkan hati atau diri, ter-busted, terbuat apa-apa yang salah. Saya minta maaf! Hopefully we will all live long enough to meet the next hari raya. :DDDD

To my brothers, I'm sorry if I've ever taken advantage of you guys and ever hurt you people. If I did, I sure didn't mean it intentionally. One year has passed and much has happened, but I'm sure we'll forgive each other for any wrongdoings. Lets celebrate this raya to the fullest and concentrate on our o's, in one month's time. Selamat hari raya to Farhan, Taufik, Saufi, Afi, Hafidz, Izzat, Fawwaz, Hamzah, Wisnuh, Ziyad and Luqman. (:

To my close girl-friends and sister from another mother, selamat hari raya! I've really enjoyed talking to you guys for the whole year and thanks for entertaining me in everything. Mainly my crap, my random-ness, my anger, my joy, my sadness, and any other things. Have a good raya and maaf zahir batin. Sorry if I made you angry in any way, or talked about things that made you uncomfortable. Selamat hari raya to Haseena, Farahin, Sarah F., Suhaila, Ameera, Lidya and Haziyah.

And to alllllll my other friends, selamat hari rayaaaaa! I'm sorry if I did anything wrong and/or didn't talk to you people and also made you uncomfortable in any way. I may have did some stuff unintentionally or otherwise, but my apology goes out for both. :D Have a good raya, have good food, get lotsa duit raya, and may our friendship stay forever. (: Selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin!

Vicky.

Time flies, so fast sometimes. It seemed like only days ago I was telling myself, "Get ready for the 1 month of fasting, and then you'll be celebrating raya for like only a day or two before its back to the books." & now, tomorrow is the last day of ramadhan; the last day to fast. I've certainly felt the change this ramadhan. I just hope I'll have a long life and meet the next ramadhan(: Time moves without waiting for anyone, I've said before. And its brought us to such a time, when the sense of celebration is so thick in the air, everybody seems to be putting away their books and get ready to celebrate hari raya. I'm sure going to miss ramadhan, it certainly has been a test of my patience, my discipline, and of course, my faith to the religion. Imagine me, a boy who swears often, cutting down the swear words to a bare minimal, and of course my prayers haven't been so complete since I don't know when. Well, of course there's others, but who am I to reveal? ;D I hope everybody has spent this ramadhan wisely, because you never know if you're gonna meet the next one. Life's so fragile, it can be taken away anytime. So I hope all you muslims used this month to get closer to your loved ones, and strenghtened your individual faiths. :D

Sooooo, today was a short day. Had school as per normal. Nothing much to say except for that at last all the members were like, in one place at one time! HAHA. But ziyad didn't wna take pictureeeee D: Ohwell. The most significant events were my results! Only some ah. K, first got emath marks. Disappointing, really. I only got myself a B3. I knew I should and would have done better if I didn't get the mental block while doing the paper. After that was the malay paper 1. I got 49/70 for my karangan/compo and 11/20 for letter writing. D: Well I wasn't expecting much for letter writing because I had a hard time thinking of points. So yeah, that's a B3 too, I think. After recess, we had english. I topped my class for paper 1! heh. 24/30 for composition, and 23/30 for situational. 47/60 altogether(: But barely scraped through with an A1. But ohwell, I hope my paper 2 doesn't bring it down. Haha.

After school and solat, saufi afi fawwaz and izzat followed me to cut my hair; it was kind of a last minute decision. Heh. Well, I'm sure they didn't regret when each got $10 from Cik Rais. Nice guy, he(: K, so cut my hair as the others played monoply outside. Haha. Farhan and Fik lied to me! The haircut's still 10 bucks, not 12. So after that wished uncle joemil selamat hari raya and off we went to fawwaz's house! At first, we were addicted to playing fifa online. I scored nice goals but conceded stupid goals. (x After that saufi, who was supposed to play street soccer with us, had to go off. Hahaha his idea to play soccer! K afterwards we went down and at first, played with little kids. I scored some nice goals. ;D Fawwaz and Afi too. Izzat didn't want to score! Haha but he made some beautiful saves. Afi too. Then more people started coming to play and then we started playing hardcore. Tiring, but luckily the weather was super nice so we didn't feel thirsty. Stopped playing at about 6.15 and rushed home! Reached home, bathed and straightaway buka-ed. Well, that summarises a busy, tiring, but otherwise fun day. :D

Tomorrow's the last day of puasa! Haha. And people are certainly rushing to get last-minute stuff for raya. I have to accompany my friend because she wants to get her shoes. Like, one day before raya?! Hahaha sis rabak ahhhhh. But its okay, I know you busy. And I don't mind following you. :D K I best be off to rest!

Vicky!

Nothing much happened today. I had a massage, a very painful one. But good news is, the pain in my back is gone! :DDDD I'm so happy. Haha. The pakcik who did the urut said my back ligament is like, gone. So it's not supporting my muscle and also, makes it look like I have slipdisc. I hope I can recover :D OH and I just discovered that changkat CC, which is like 200m away from my house, has a gym! And I've been going so damn far for gym all this time. HAHAHA damnit. Ohwells, good that now, I have somewhere near to gym. :D

Tmr's school! Haha. And 2nd last day of puasa! D: Time flies, it really does.
Vicky!

Everyday I wake up, I look out my window. I smile to myself, knowing that I have another beautiful day ahead of me. And thanking god that I have another day to spend in the world he created so marvelously. Life's too short to be sad, to regret. Every morning you wake up to face another day, full of unexpected events and happenings. So why should you decide before anything happens, that your day is alr bad? Its all a deception in our minds, and it totally changes the mindset of people even before they start their day proper. So yeah, wake up every morning and smile people. Smile(:

Today I woke up at 8 and rushed to go over to the doctor. Had chemical peeling, and then I asked doctor about my slipped disc. Well, she says I have to live with it for my whole life. My whole life, imagine that. Ohwell, I guess god gave this to me for a reason. I'm just unsure of what (x After that, went over to Maybank to change $300 into $2 notes, and another $300 to $5 and $10 notes. For rayer! Haha. And yes, I was carrying such a big amount of money. Powerrrrrr. K after that went back home. After using the computer for a while, Sony Ericsson called me and told me my phone's ready for collection! YAY. Hahaha. I straightaway went to get my phone. Apparently they changed the whole motherboard. So its like having a new phone, with old cover. xD Walked back home. Bathed, got ready and went out again. -.- Haha.

To east coast park! Well apparently there was supposed to be a 'mass buka', but only 4 people turned up. Me, Afi, Hafidzhin and Saufi. Oh, and Mar of course. Went to MKS first, where we buka-ed and prayed. The food was delicious! Luckily I had the same dulang as Hannan, Faris and Nurdin. After praying and waiting for hafidz, we set off for ecp. There, hafidz had his meal and I ordered 20 sticks of mutton satay for us. But I ended up eating half of it because all of them refused to eat. Hahahaaa. After that, we went over to the beachside where we just relaxed and talked our hearts out. Unfortunately hafidz had to leave at 9.30, but the remaining three of us carried on for one hour more. Ah, I love times like that. With nothing but the nature as our music, talking about anything under the stars. Hahaaa. Brotherhood's strengthened and in my case, re-established. (:

I'm off to play some game now, there's no school again tmr! :D Nenek rambut putih, datuk janggut merah.
Vicky.

Today marks the end of prelim, and since its coming to the end of the day, I'll blog about today, and also random thoughts. (:

Started off the day with A Math paper 2. I completed it on time, although I left one question blank because I didn't really know how to answer. I hope I get B3. :D After that, had physics paper 1. I thinnnnnk I can salvage my physics. For a pass! Insyallah. Papers done, prelims over. Nearer to o's. 40 days, in fact. Man, time passes so fast. So we headed over to the field to play the soccer game against 4D. We won 10-4 in the end. Awesome (: Our class got talent maaaaan.

After that I went back home, used the computer and went out again for iftar with cousins. Although not many turned up (more like damn little), we still had a nice time talking. Me, Abang Yus, Abang Maman, Kak Syidah and Adilah. Parted ways with them at about 9, and then I went back to tampines interchange and decided to walk home. I stopped halfway and sat down under the MRT tracks. I sat there for 20 minutes or more, I think. And just started thinking. There's so much on my mind. So little time ...

Oh and I realised, our grad night is going to be on the 9th October. That means we have less than a month left in Victoria School! Ohmygod. D; The school I grew up in, matured in, had countless memorable events, loads of fun, studied til my brain went mad(k lah not yet), and simply put, had an absolutely nice time in. It saddens me to know that I'm leaving my home of 4 years. To walk along the familiar corridors. Climbing places to our secret hideouts. And of course, many more. How time flies, how life moves on. I wish I could stay longer, but alas time waits for noone. It has certainly been a good time in victoria, raising me up as a gentleman, professional and a sportsman. Victoria, I certainly owe you loads. So much memories, I can hardly express them in words. I won't ever let them die from my memories. Viva victoria. Victoria forever, til my last breath. (:

I'm seriously going to miss the times.
Vicky.

When I smile, the whole world smiles with me. When I cry, only true friends cry with me. It seems that everything I do nowadays seem wrong. Shopping at G2000, talking in between the lines, other shit. How can I be comfortable? Fine, some of the guys have stopped doing it. But the others, tsk. Major tsk. And they're labelled as friends. The world is full of hypocrites, and they never seem to realise it.

Oh and did you see what Kanye West did to Taylor Swift on the VMA? Now that's what I call a hardcore bastard!

Hello world! I guess I owe a post to everyone. Heh. Today's sucha beautiful day. It started out hot - really hot. But now in the evening, the sun is shining strongly, yet there's such a cooling breeze blowing through my windows. Its really niceeeeeee. :D K, so lemme post about yesterday.

Woke up at 9 and got ready to go for tuition at 10. Tuition passed really fast in tuition, I have no idea why. Haha. After tuition, went home for a while and then went for solat with Luqman. Met Afi at the masjid. Oh, and the masjid was damnnnnnnn crowded! We ended up standing up throughout the sermon. After solat, we took the train to Singapore Expo. Hahaha. I wanted to get myself renoma shirts, but ended up getting the clubman v-neck tees. Then, I went to get dress shoes! I got white ones for 100 bucks off the normal price. Now that's what I call saving. Heh. Afterwards, went home with them. Reached home at around 5. Didn't realise that we spent quite some time there! :D Reached home and used the computer for a while, then my dad got me to follow him to City Plaza to get Arnold's Chicken! Omg I likeeeeeeeeeeeee. :DDDDD And it shocked me seeing that at around 5.30, the queue for Arnold's was sooooo long alr. Haha. Okay, so we got 3 spring chicken, 10 buns, coleslaw and then went back home with the sweet sweet aroma of the chicken in the car. Hahahaha. After that was buke! We had a whole variety of food on the table, and I couldn't even finish everything. Heheh :D After maghrib, then isyak and terawih, I played Zoo Empire til 1. I'm addicted to that game maaaan.

Oh, today? I did nothing. :X
And its seriously such a nice day. So nice so nice.
Vicky!

Somebody once asked me. "Haziq, where will your happiness and your religion in life take you?" I stayed silent, and he asked me again. I only had one answer - "everywhere". He told me to prove it, but like some things in life, I couldn't. Like how your soul is there but you don't know where it is, how it is like, and why it is there. In this case, my experiences were beyond words. Because I know that my happiness, and my religion, will bring me far in life. He may be smart, and I may be more stupid than him, but at least I know I have a religion guiding me, and that I have happiness in my heart no matter what I do. He meanwhile, does not have both. (:

Today was quite an uneventful day. Woke up at 1pm, like woooooah, and then after spending time lazing around in bed I cleaned up my room! I now have a pile of clothes that don't fit me anymore, all on my bedroom floor. (Eh that rhymes hahahaha) I seriously didn't realise that I've grown quite a fair bit. & Now my wardrobe is all updated with the clothes that fit me. After that, I went to watch a movie on the computer. A show called District 9, quite a good show. About aliens! Hahaha rocks \m/ K after that I finished cleaning up my room. Buke, and after that went over to simei to go to simei to get my phone serviced. So now, I'm phoneless. D: At least until tmr or Saturday, I think. Since SE usually fixes my phone in a day lol. After that, went to challenger to check out some stuff and then over to Sportslink to check out wristbands, headbands and gym gloves. Walked back home after that.

I have tuition tmr morning, then after that solat. After solat, god knows where I'll go. Heh.
Vicky!

Relief, yes relief. Today the Prelim 2 ended momentarily til next week, and I'm so relieved. I've been having 4 hour nights the past few days. Sleeping at 2, waking up at 5 for buke and one hour of sleep after that. & Gosh, it certainly has been tiring. Finally, I get to rest! :D

So todaaaaaay was amath paper 1 and physics paper 2. Both were okay, manageable I should say. I just don't know how I'll do for them. =X I pray that I'll do well. I think, I thinnnnnk I can scrape through with a B for amath. :D After the papers, I met my family at MKS and after praying, we went to Parkway! To look for my sissy's bag. Afterwards, we went back to Tampines. I went to Esprit and got myself a belt! :DDD I think I should have gotten the black one but ohwells, I'll wait for the price of that to go down. I got myself a plan brown leather belt, I like! Went home after that. I'm thinking of getting a white belt too, maybe I'll get one from Billabong. But of course, I'll save up for it. And the new collection at G2000 is super nice, I might get some shirts from there. And 2 polo tees. Hahahaha, crazy ah alot. My friends are sure to disturb me when they see this. Ohwell.

I've got no plans for tmr. Hmm, maybe go study! Orrrrrrrr catch a movie. Eh wait, prelims ain't over yet. Hahaha, suay. Nevermind, I'll ask the rest out to study. Hahahaha. To pasir ris park, anyone? ;D
Vicky!



Oh and watch this! super funny I sweaaaaaar.

God gives you everything, but for 5 times a day you just find it hard to give something back to him.

I'm going crazy, seriously. Study study study. And physics is killing me! I don't know when I got so bad in it. I used to score so high. Now its all low low low low. ): I especially hate electricity. Ah god, save me. Tonight's gna be a long night. I'll be sleeping at 2 again, I guess. Haiyoooooo. A math paper 1 and physics paper 2 tmr. My school's insane!

Vicky.

My mind's going biol. Hahaha. I've been studying bio since 3. Studied, then took a nap at 5 til 6.30, and studied again til break fast. After break fast and prayers, I studied til 11.30pm. I've safely covered and got everything into my brain. :D Except for damned DNA I don't understand the topic. So anywaaaaaaaay, English paper today was quite easy. As for geog, :O. All I can say is that I'm daaaamn screwed for humans. Serious masuk icu. Tak rugi duit lagi. Seriouuuuuus. After school, went to library to study for a while. I discovered then that I cannot concentrate because there were too many people. xD So went to TM for a while with Afi, then back home. After bathing and praying, started my mugathon. And here I am now, taking a break before I practise emath for 30 minutes and go to sleep.

Just a short update, what else can you get from a person who studied the day away? xD
Vicky.

New shirt! :D G2000 rolled out their fall/winter 09 collection. The polo tees are nice! And so are the shirts. My mum's asking me to buy a few more shirts to looks 'smart'. Hahaaa. I think I'll buy. It looks grey, but its actually a very nice blue colour. Woo!

Vicky.

Every chance we had just seems to go up in smoke.

From my new blogsong. I didn't realise that it actually resembles something happening in my life. Ohwell, for those who know, good for you.

Well, sorry for not updating my blog. What else have I been doing these few days, apart from exams, studying, and a few other random stuff. xD A whole round-up on the papers so far I guess. SS & Chemistry have been such killers, really. I hope I'll scrape through with a pass. =x Then, english and malay paper 1 were okay. I'm really banking on my languages because they are my strong subjects. Friday was chemistry paper 1 and EMath paper 1. Chemistry paper 1 was okay, quite difficult in some parts. EMath paper 1 ... I got a damn mental block while doing the paper, which infact was quite easy and do-able. I don't know why but my mind totally blanked out for the remaining 30 minutes of the paper. Now I'm stressed! What if I fail emath. What what whaaaaaaaaat. Grr.

I shall go relieve my stress by watching stuff on youtube. woo!
Vicky!

We were all fucked inside out for SS and Chemistry today.
What else can I say? D: The more I did the papers, the more I realise; I need to study more. I need somebody to relieve me of my stress. Anyone? Heh.

Vicky

TODAY IS SO FRICKIN' COLD.
and god gave me an overly-sensitive nose, so I spent my day sneezing, rubbing my nose, blowing my nose, and all kinds of other stuff that you can do with your nose. Ohwell, at least I can still breathe. :D Oh yes, tmr our exam starts at 9, so smses have been coming in asking me if we get to go to school late tmr. Ask me, I ASK WHO? Hahaha. I think I'd rather go to school early, then can study before the exam. But at the same time, if I sleep late studying tonight, I can wake up late. And I'll have more rest. If its not the time to report to school anyway, I'll just say that the school didn't give us a time to report. Good plan, no? Pandai pandai ah haziq.

I spent the whole day studying. I'm left with economic dev & venice. 2 long topics, and I think I'll be sleeping quite late tonight. xD As for chem, I'm starting now. I just need to brush up on stuff. & Re-understand organic chemistry. I hate that topic. Hahaha. Ending this off, I suggest all trance lovers to listen to 009 Sound System - Holy Ghost. Good stuff, seriously. When you listen to it, you'll feel out of this world. Yes hamzah, I'm partly talking to you. x)

Goodnight all, and happy schooling! :D
Vicky.