Maybe all I need is time. Time to get used to the hectic JC life, time to get to know my peers, time to re-establish my fitness, time to relax. I mean, that's how life goes isn't it? I just need to calm myself down because that whole cycle of getting new friends and getting used to a new life is here again. I need to be my usual self and befriend whoever, however they might be. On my fitness, well the training's are gonna be tough with all the 4km runs and everything but give myself time, it'll all seem normal soon. And also the possible fact that I'm going to be converted to a forward by Yan, my coach, just like how Mr Amir converted me to a forward last year. My captain said I'm not bad as a forward but the fact is I love playing in defence more! "Your volley goal damn steam sia." Words from my captain about my goal yesterday certainly cheered me up. (x Ah well. Next week I'm gonna re-establish myself as the fun guy anywhere I go. Heh.

And I really really miss you sayang.
Vicky!

Hi!

What a day. I promised my mum that I won't go out this week but damn, fate says otherwise. (x If only I could padlock my ass back at home, that way I won't go out hahahaha but painful ah. Okay so I actually fell sick yesterday. Runny nose, fever, all that sheez. So I took my meds and woke up at 12 today. The others were spamming my phone with calls and messages so I decided to get up, bathe and go to The Cathay and meet them. Apparently we were watching Legion and I was super excited because I thought it was a good show but

IT SUCKED.

Don't watch it people. Swear, wasted my 6 bucks. The only interesting parts were the old lady and the ice-cream man and the angel's wings. So after that we went to plaza sing and freaking stoned for like ages. I got bored and took a few rides on the escalators hahaha. Oh and nice new polo tees at G2000! :D Again sia. Oh then finally their friend came and we went to eat at Pastamania! Maaaaaan the girls were noisy. After that, we went to cotton on and rubi! The shades were like, 2 for $10. I got em! (x After that some of the girls had to go so in the end, me, huda, fik, farhan, syazza, dhiah and amirah went to esplanade rooftop to lepak! I loved just watching the clouds go by in the night sky. Made me think .. Ah well. It was awesome. Left at like, 9 I think.

I have training tmr! Gosh its been so long. My fitness sucks I swear. But technically ... :D
Vicky!

I'm finally home proper.(Y) I missed home. I love my life. I mean, its exhausting and frustrating at times but I really love my life. :D

Okay, so MS Victoria tasted her first defeat in the Floorball League just now. We lost 5-2, to who else but Pasirian Pirates who were on inspired form. (Hamzah, I still think they took steroids or like fucking heroin before the game. Swear sia.) Ezra was on inspired form too. He was spectacular in goal. We played well, overall. Like really well. Its just that there weren't enough shots on target and their keeper was really.good. I took quite a few shots on goal but the keeper kept saving them. Ohwell. It was a good game though. After that, banquet with sayang and then back home.

My week has been spectacular! Like, 5 days at chalet omg. I can't remember all we did but it was certainly a damn good and fun chalet and an awesome end to our 4 years being in the same school together. Also, a good way to end off our brotherhood in the same school and hopefully, that brotherhood will continue on in JC/poly and beyond. Because we have spent so much time, money on one another. Laughter, fights, anger and frustration have been equally felt by each and everyone of us and I'll say, that was what made us stronger because whatever it was, we would always be united. So I hope all of us will stay close in our respective institutions despite all the new friends and buddies we will gain and all the distractions we will encounter. I know this is gonna be a tad gay, but damn I love you all like my own brothers. Despite there not being much to do in the chalet, the comfort we have and our understanding of one another ensured that there was not one moment when we were bored. Remember, whatever it is, in the end its not our distance that will keep us apart if our hearts are as one. :D

Vicky!

♥

It was only yesterday I got my results. But I felt as though a long time has passed and the reality still has not sunk in at all: that I got a raw L1R5 of 8. After subtracting the bonus points, I'll get 4. Enough to get me on my own, into VJC science stream. It was a pleasant surprise for many people. Myself, especially.

Started off the day by meeting up with Luqman, Afi, Hamzah, Saufi and Fawwaz at Tampines. We then took 31 to school. Went to Masjid Kampung Siglap, and prayed zohor. I also took some time to ask Allah for the strength to face whatever results I would get with a brave front, good or bad. I prayed long and hard, and then off we were to school. By then most of us had hearts which were beating so rapidly. The suspense, the horror. It was all the hard work we had put in for 4 years, combined into this one day. I swear, the feeling was more intense than taking all the o level papers together. Just every step closer to school, every second on the clock made our hearts beat faster. It was truly a nerve-wrecking experience. So yeah, we sat down in the hall waiting for the hour. 2pm! So yeah, somebody made an announcement that it was time. So we went up to the hall, and sat in our classes. Principal made his speech, talked about our results as a whole. This year we didn't do that well. 10.8 as a school average. It was because 8 people had scores of more than 20, sadly. Blah3, then the time came. He commenced the giving out of results.

Wahseh I tell you, when he announced that my heart made loop-de-loops in my chest. I was number 21, Farhan was number 20. So as our turn came closer, we could sense each other's fear. Oh, not forgetting that we had made a pact. Me, Farhan and Taufik, the Dynamo Dragons, decided not to look at our results immediately. We would receive them face down, and go to the back to the hall and open up together. So yeah, we got our results and straightaway went to the back of the hall.

One. Two. Three. We opened up together and looked at our result slips. I looked at my grades. Wow, not bad. I counted my grades. Was it an 8? Or a 9? Haha I couldn't really decide. So I asked Cikgu Marliana to count my grades for me, and she said I got an 8. I was shocked. I wasn't expecting a 8, really. I wasn't expecting myself to get below 10 even. So my dad called me and I went over to where he, my mum and my little brother were in the hall. I took a really long time to go to them so they thought I had got bad results. My mum asked, "So, how did you do?" I smiled and told her the number. She was shocked, so was my dad. But both hugged me after that. Unexpected, yes.

Looking back, I realised that I had put in effort. Although it did not seem like much, I guess I studied smart, not really studied hard. So yeah, thats what helped me. I just really did not expect an 8 on that sheet of paper. I wasn't even expecting an L1R5 below 10, truthfully! But alhamdulillah, I was shown that I have the ability to study. My own mum expected me to get 12, my dad 15. I myself, was hoping for a 12 so that I could enter MJ. But surprises are plenty in this world, and not only did I surprise myself, I surprised my friends and all the people around me. Like what Mr Amir said, "Who would have guessed that this .. mat, with the lepak attitude and look, would get an 8. This is really a smart mat." I am sure many people's reactions would have been that too. Even my sister said that her friends' reactions were like that! But for me, I'm just happy to prove people wrong, and to prove to people that malays are capable of studying and doing well for exams. Mengharumkan nama2 orang melayu di luar sana.

A1 for english, combined humanities, malay and emath. A2 for physics, bio and higher malay. B3 for Chemistry and Amath. Truthfully, I would have expected my amath to get A1 so I'm pretty disappointed with myself. As for english and emath, I was expecting A1s so alhamdulillah. Combined humanities was a complete shocker. Going from D7 in prelim 2 to A1 in o's. Wow, yeaaaaah. As for physics and bio, I was kinda expecting an A1 but I guess A2 is good too! Higher malay, I expected a B3 or B4 but fortunately, I got A2. Chemistry though, was rather expected because I didn't like it. Heh. Overall though, I'm very satisfied with my results. I'll work hard in JC, definitely.

I want to thank everyone who has been there for me and supporting me. My teachers, my parents, my family, my brothers, my friends, whoever have been there for me. For those who didn't believe in me, shame on you. But I guess I get to prove you wrong, at last. :P Oh and of course, thank Allah s.w.t. for answering my prayers and allowing me to be happy. :)

Vicky!

HI!

Tomorrow's the day. Oh gosh, its fast. Like seriously. Couldn't imagine myself getting results and in the end, I'm getting my results tmr! D: But as I said on my fb status, whatever happens, whatever I get, its done and its over and there's no changing it. So I'll face tmr with a brave front and a smile on my face. So yeah, THE day. 11 January 2010, 2pm.

Let me talk about the past few days now! Aha. Friday. Woke up at 12 and straightaway bathed and went out for solat at Masjid Wak Tanjong. Then met Shabeer, Taufiq, Wan, Khair, and a few others on the train. Cabbed to The Cage and what else, we played soccer from 2-6! Shabeer invited his chinese seniors and they played so fcking rough and weren't friendly like the rest. So yeah, after that went back home with Shabeer and Taufiq and had ngaji at night.

Yesterday (saturday) was a really long day! Woke up at 8, then took 168 to Woodlands with Clement and Eugene. The bus was so fuhreaking slow. Met afi at Woodlands, then we took MRT to Yew Tee and walked to CCK Stadium. Reached a little late and the changed, stretched and warmed up. Discovered the rafflesians weren't coming. But we weren't so worried because we knew we could more or less cope without them. So yeah, we started off with the first period being quite draggy. We were 3-1 up by then. Second period, we were up 7-2. Despite that I wasn't that happy with the team because I knew we could play better. We were giving away possession too easily and not taking enough shots. And communication wasn't there too. So I urged the team to give their best in the third period and jokingly told them that scoring 8 goals would make the scoreline pretty damn nice. Haha and we improved significantly in the third period and scored 8 goals and conceded 1. What's the chances of scoring more goals in one period than you score in the other two! Haha but in the end I was very happy and I believe the others were happy too.

After cooling down, debriefing and bathing, I went to meet up with Taufik, Farhan, Ziyad, Hafidz and Wisnuh at SP. Went to play a little floorball with the SP guys and then went to eat at Food Court 4. After that, went to Ngee Ann poly! Checked out the engineering courses. Then we went to the engineering school and looked around. After that we split up with Ziyad Wisnuh and Hafidz. Me, Farhan and Taufik stayed on to Watched Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen. Taufik left halfway though, so it was only me and farhan. So yeah, afterwards we went to Taufik's house and sleptover. That's all! Heh.

So, what will tomorrow bring?
Vicky!

Today was awesum.

Met saufi luqman fawwaz hamzah and afi at macs. I coincidentally met Baya and said hi to her and all she could say was 'Oh, you're the one.' HAHA. Went out, took bus and went to TP open house! It was .. okay lah. As in, apart from VJ and MJ, I will be considering poly too because their courses are interesting. Like say, aerospace engineering. And some integrated facilities management course, I think. The interesting thing about it is that when you have gone through 3 years of the course, in university if you continue with the same course of study, you can get like one year off. So instead of 3 years at university, you only go for 2. And poly is more hands-on and projectwork-related. So its quite interesting to me. Ah well, I'll consider when I get my results on Monday. No sweat, no stress. Just have to pull myself together and be strong no matter whatever results I have. Either I'll be jumping with joy, or silently appreciating whatever I have because whatever it is, its done and I have to continue with life and not regret it. Oh by the way the guide was super annoying hahaha I bet the guys can agree with me. Met quite a few people there too. Like Nasir, Wan, and another VS guy I forgot. All our seniors who went to TP.

After that we bus-ed to tamp and prayed, then took train to kallang. Met up with Nana, Aisyah, Taufiq and Shabeer. Charis and Dhiah came slightly afterwards and we went to Kallang Leisure Park. Liya joined us there. Bowling was fun!!! The first game was slightly suckish but the second game was holysex. Hahaha. Fawwaz got 148 and I got 104. I was second! But big difference there. After the games we went to eat at KFC and then played a game at the arcade. I played this supercool machine gun game with Izzat. (Y) We all set off after that and went back home.

Okay I have 2 packed days of plans! Tomorrow I'll have a plan to play soccer at The Cage with the guys from Team Marhaban. Look forward to meeting those people again! If you don't remember, they're the guys from Huda's chalet. So yeah, soccer with them from 2-6. Then I'll be at Fik's house to tidur. The next day (saturday), I'll have my first Division 3 match. FINALLY AFTER MONTHS OF DELAY. Against the vs warriors. Yeah, we have 2 teams in Div 3 and we're going to be playing against our juniors. HEHE. At 12, CCK indoor sports hall. Damn far zomg. -.- Ohwell. But I'll certainly be looking forward to it!


Fik, our theme song! HAHA.
Vicky!

Hello. I'm at fik's house. I got forced to sleep over! Or rather just stay over since I do not want to sleep. I don't have my contact lens solution and casing so I have to keep them on til tmr morning! Ohwell. Heh. I spent my day ... slacking. Woke up at 12 and then bathed, ate, and then went out. Met afi at tampines interchange and then met up with hamzah and went over to Valhall at Kallang since afi wanted to get a new floorball stick. But in the end he just changed his grip! Tsk pft meow. HAHA. So then went to pasir ris and met up with fik and farhan. Fik went to alter a few shirts and then we went to ehub and ate. After that went over to fik's house and just slacked and planned a little something. I kept wanting to go home at eleven plus but kept delaying, and in the end missed the last bus! D: Ohwell. So my fate was decided hahaha. I plan not to sleep and stay til 5, then go home. I'm sleeeeeeeeeepy.

Vicky!

Today was the first day of school! Woke up early, like after 2 months hahaha. I was quite sleepy in the morning, so yeah very blurblock. Bathed, and then dad sent me and my siblings to school. I was last, as usual. So reached school, went to class and met the dudes. Miss them! Assembly was long and draggy, I swear. Mr Maran had a 5-minute talk and Mr Low had an even longer one. About all the usual stuff. He then wished us all good luck for the year and then dismissed the sec 1s, who were going for their orientation camp. The rest of the day before recess was spent catching up with classmates and teachers. They haven't changed much. A little fatter maybe hahaha. Then finally, recess! I miss the canteen food. Ate nasi padang, the usual. Then went up to my class and discovered that the others were playing indian poker. What else, I join ah! Omg I miss those times. Then Mr Zuraimi came and we had our first math lesson of the year! Gosh I miss Mr Z. He's the best, seriously. After his lesson Mr Imran came in for physics. Interesting syllabus we have this year. Then came 2.15pm. Everyone's favourite time. Dismissal! After the bell I went over to 4D and waited for the guys. Soon most of the members came and we sat down and discussed where to go for the first day of school celebrations. (x

So sad. I mean, all this would have happened if I was in school just now. HAHA. But seriously. I miss some elements of my school. Minus the study part and the disciplinary part, I MISS SCHOOL! D: This is really what happened during the others' first day of school. I woke up at 12, bathed, used computer, watched tv, ate, used computer, napped, and now I'm here typing this nonsensical post. Haha maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.

Vicky!

Today my hopes, aspirations and dreams died. CHEY kidding I was just trying to get your attention. What a day .. What a day. Woke up at 6, rushed to vj for training. Training wasn't bad. It was a combined training with the girls! My first combined training ever. (x After that we had a break. Went over to Neptune Court's 7-11 and got some food. Ate, and then went back to get ready for our match against Bukit Merah. Unfortunately, we lost to them 11-2. ): They are good! Respect them for their playing style of course. We got thrashed mostly in the first period actually. After that we got used to their style of play and attacked more. Finally we scored through Marshall. I passed to Suffian, he passed across goal to Marshall, and oomph damn what a beautiful goal. HAHA. Second goal was scored by Hamzah. Dribbled past the keeper cheydebaaaaaah. I nearly got a goal myself. Beat the keeper, but unfortunately could not beat the post. (x Ohwells. After the match, watched the vj girls play against the girls team from Bukit Merah. The girl's team has some players which are actually very good technically! Aha. After that bathed, then went to Parkway and got ourselves some food at the hawker centre. Nice meal to end off a sucky loss.

Vicky!

I suppose I should write a really sentimental post, but maybe not too much. I end off 2009 and the decade with happiness, and hope that the next decade will be full of it too. What can I say ... 2009 has been a rough year. Full of ups and downs! New friends have been made, some lost into oblivion. But thats the cycle of life and one can never stop it. I've learnt plenty this year. Experienced plenty. Done plenty. But one thing that I have learnt is never to regret and certainly, I don't regret anything this year. I started off the year all jittery and afraid - it was after all, my o's year. But looking back, o's was merely a boulder in my path. After breaking down that boulder, I discovered a meadow. Freedom, at long last.

Wow. What a year it has been! I'll highlight a few memorable things that I can recall.

One. This has certainly got to be floorball b division. It was such a season!

*Pause*
OMG ITS 01/01/10. ITS TIME!
*Resume*

Okay back to business. Seriously, it was such a season. We cruised through every game until we reached the finals. We beat every team comfortably, because of our hard work in trainings, our teamwork, and of course skill. We were THE team. The team to beat! We won match after match after match. And then came the final. We were beaten by a better team, I do have to admit. Final score, 6-5 to Bukit Merah Secondary. We came looking for gold, but silver was what we left with. Nevertheless, it was our maiden title in b division floorball and also something to be proud of. (:

Two. Who won't agree that the big o's was certainly the event of the year. 3 long agonising weeks. That was when the journey in life reached that boulder in my path. I took 3 weeks breaking it down. It was tough, hell yeah it was. Looking back, it was an experience like no other. One I had to take, but I won't want to take again. Unique was what it was. After breaking down that boulder, gosh that was good. That was good. But with the end of o's it brought sadness for most. Because with its end, we were officially unattached from victoria school. For most of us, our home for 4 years. Where great friends were made, bonds formed, brotherhoods forged. I'll always remember you victoria school.

Three. This is of course, all the people important to me. Let me post y'all up! Starting with sarah fadhuah, farahin, haseena, shila, farhan, taufik, saufi, afi, hafidz, luqman, izzat, wisnuh, ziyad, fawwaz, lidya. And of course, several of my floorball mates, members of timbaktu, my classmates, and last but not least all my friends! Especially those new friends of mine. You guys have made my life so pleasant and I really thank you all for that. I COULD NEVER ASK FOR ANYTHING BETTER! Most of you have been here for me when I really needed you in particular sarah, farahin, haseena, dynamo dragons, saufi, and several others. To all of you, I never forgot you and never will. :)

I could write more but I'm growing tired. Chiaosz.
Vicky!

HAPPY 2010!
01/01/10. I love you sarah! (: