Maaaaan we got fucked! I'm so so so so so so soooooo tired I sweaaaaaaaar. I kinda regret going, but at the same time its lucky I went. But right now I'm going wtf wtf because I'm damn tired! D:

Met Hamzah at tamp interchange at 2.45, then took 31 to Kallang. Walked over to Valhall and met the VJC guys. Apparently their coach was coming in late so we did our own training. & Their training is crazy! The PT and stickwork is all in one training session. With Mr Amir, we usually separate stickwork and PT. So yeah, it was pretty ... gruesome. Hahaha. After a while I got really tired. And it wasn't over yet, bloody hell. Training was supposed to end at 7pm. So the coach told us to stop and go outside. Me and Hamzah thought it was for cooling down. But holy mother eff he gave all of us 7 sets of suicides. As the name suggests, holy hell it ain't pretty. By the time we were done, my back started to hurt again. Hahaha but the vjc guys damn weak ah. Complain alot (x At 7.45 training officially ended. So I went up to look at exel sticks, then bathed. Walked over to macs with hamzah, bought fries and walked to where we thought Kallang MRT was. But we got lost -.- HAHA damn loser sia. And we were both tired as hell. I hailed a cab and we cabbed back to Kallang MRT, then took the train home. Woo! Finally home. Tiredddddddddd.

Okay so here comes the confusing part. Apparently VJ wants us. Mr Loke told us we have a pretty high chance of getting in by sports appeal, especially after seeing us play. But the way I see it, my heart's still pretty undecided. Of course, VJ is one of the best junior colleges. But their players, and style of play ... Not really to my liking. If I go there and cannot cope anyway, whats the use? My heart's tilting more to MJ. I loved that school when I set my foot in. And their team is definitely much stronger and better. And their style of play is what I like. It really sets my head spinning, actually. Aha. VJ or MJ? I'm sure most of you will say VJ. But truthfully if I follow my heart, I'll go to MJ.

Ohwell, no reason to be sad. I'll be getting a new stick tmr! Heh heh.
Vicky!

After much comtemplating, I've decided to turn up for the VJC floorball training at Valhal. I missed VS training just now because I overslept despite the two alarms I set. Apparently my ear infection also makes me oblivious to the sound of my handphone alarm(x Oh and since I'll be over at valhal, I wana check out their sticks. Exel! Or Canadien. I hope they'll be having a christmas sale or smth. :D

Vicky!

Hello. Today has been boring, pretty much. Got better towards the end though! Haha. Woke up at around 12, went to bathe and got back to my room discovering Taufik and Farhan were outside my room window. Buggers decided to steal some of my stuff (x Taufik decided to borrow my psp and then they went off back to fik's house. I stayed at home til after maghrib, and then I went over to central to try out my contact lenses. After about half an hour, everything was fine. So I made my way to Saufi's house to visit him. Over there just talked to him, watched the telly, and played psp. At 11, we left and then walked a longlong way to an atm to get some money. Bought drinks, chatted our way back home and yeah, parted ways when our buses came.

Tomorrow I have 2 floorball trainings in a day! Goodness. One's VS training from 8-11 in the morning. The other is 4-7 over at Valhall for VJC's training. Damn I'll be tired. Ohwells, better get some rest now. Goodnight!

Vicky!

Tak sukeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I have an ear infection I don't like this ): I'll be relatively deaf for the next few days so anybody who talks to me, bear with me okay. If I go "HA?" a million and one times don't get angry with me hahahaha. I've been suffering the whole day and it really sucks. It hurts it hurts it hurts. D: During floorball, after that, the whole daaaaay. Really losing your hearing like this makes you appreciate hearing stuff, because I really love hearing the beautiful sounds of the world. People farting also = beautiful. HAHA.

Okay so today was a pretty tiring day. Woke up at 5.30, bathed and went to school for floorball. Did drills and such but I was suffering because of my ear. After a while, played matches! I likeeeee. And I got my defending touch back. Me likey likey alot! Haller. After floorball, gym-ed for a while and then went over to Bedok KFC with clement, bingyu and kumar. We spent quite some time there eating and talking. Afterwards, I went over to tamp to meet hafidz, taufik and farhan. Mar came to meet us after that, and Dhiah too. So after doing and getting some stuff, went over to CGH to visit saufi. Basically we spent quite a long time there because only 2 could go to the ward at one time. I got to see saufi only like 10 minutes in total but I can safely say, I hate it when people I care for get admitted into the hospital. I'll be visiting him again tmr, I hope. At about 7, we all left. Took the bus with Mar and Dhiah back to Tampines Interchange, and back home. After that went to the doctor to get my ear checked. ):

Vicky!

I can safely say that yesterday was awesome! Although things did not go as planned at first, with people pulling out last minute, but it was still great. Like I'm used to the last minute pulling out thingy my bunch of friends are always like that with the exception of a few. -.- K so met the guys over at Macs Ehub at 1030 and ate breakfast. After everyone of us came, we went to escape! 9 bucks, oh well it was more or less worth it. Spammed the viking and go-kart, and we took the wet&wild 2 times. hahaha it was fun. Especially the viking!

At about 4, we left for taufik's house. Set up the stuff for the bbq and I started the fire. I don't know where the rest went. At one point in time only 4 or 5 of us were setting up all the stuff. So blah3 everyone came. I handed over the pit and food over to Hannan and the sec 3 guys and we went swimming! Then soccer. Which was fun. But after that something mysterious happened which I shan't talk about. We then cleaned up all the food stuff and the pit and at about 11, we just sat down and talked. Most of us were the sec 4s, with Hadi and Cikgu Mar the exceptions. Started telling ghost stories! Scary. At around 12, they left and we cleaned up some more and went up to Taufik's room. By then I had persuaded my dad to let me sleep over so yaaaaay! There were around 6 of us, mainly me farhan ziyad azmi wisnuh and izzat who slept over. The others knocked off pretty early, but I couldn't sleep til 4.30, and I woke up at 6.30 to go back home. Theeeeen, I had a madrasah exam. 3 papers, to be exact. It was crazy! I was feeling pretty high because I only had 2 hours of sleep and alot of thinking to do. Hahahaha. But it was fine, I guess.

I should be getting some sleep now, but I don't feel sleepy at all! Thank you red bull. (x Oh yeah, who wants to send off afi tonight?!
Vicky!

Today I decided to show my face at floorball training. HAHA. After a week's absence I would say people would be missing my presence(x Unfortunately I came late by 15 minutes and Mr Amir went, "Oh haziq, o's finish alr, can come anytime you like eh?" Kan dah kener.. Haha. I just told him I woke up late and went to do drills. Blah3, then came matches! Damnnn that was fun. My line consisted of what was the "school-less" people. Basically those who had graduated like me, afi, clement and eugene. We owned! The first rotation was spectacular. I hit the same spot on the post twice and the others missed such nice chances. In the end we knew our problem. We played well and with the same technical ability as we always had, but our touch evades us. Seriously damn bad, we missed shot after shot after shot. D: But in the end our team won 11-5. After training was cooling down and stuff, then we just lepaked under the indoor sports hall cos we had nothing else better to do. In the end we went into the toilet and did stuff. HAHA don't think wrongly ah we all straight as hell.

After that we split up as the chinese guys went to eat at Bedok, whereas me and afi stayed back and ate in school and then prayed at MKS. Met Hamzah, Hafidz and Dzafir there too. They were heading over to parkway's Giant. Since I had nothing better to do, me and afi decided to follow them. Bought stuff for their bbq. In which me and afi random crapped like hell, distracting the rest. It was afi who mainly made them lose their minds (x Thereafter we split up and me and afi went back to tamp. We were so tired that we slept most of the way back. Back at home, I just slept prayed ngaji-ed and nothing else.

Tomorrow I'm going to Escape Theme Park! Woo. From morning til the afternoon. After that we'll have a BBQ at fik's house til night. I'm looking forward to tomorrow, seriously. It'll be hella fun.
Vicky!

I finally changed my blogskin!!! :D

Sentosa was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

So tired, so sooooo tired.

Worried is possibly an understatement of what I'm feeling for you now. Please okay, don't do anything stupid. Don't let your emotions override your rational thinking. No matter what you have your family and friends. There is more to life, more to look forward to. Cheer up, okay.

After taking a long rest, I felt better. But now its 2.40am and I can't sleep. Dang. So many things have been happening in my life for the past few days. Its really been a rollercoaster ride for me, ups downs ups downs. And its funny, some of these stuff do not happen to me. Rather, they happen to people around me, close to me, yet I seem to get so affected. I guess sometimes when you're too involved in a person's life you tend to share the same emotions, happiness, grief, whatever that person feels. Right now when people call me asking me about this and that and what to do, I am rather speechless - I don't know what to say or what to do.

Yesterday was nice. Since my mum was nagging non-stop in my ear(s), I got pissed off and went to change clothes and went out during one of her lectures. Didn't know what to do so I headed to Simei and got back my phone from Sony Ericsson. Sat down for a while and thought of places to go. Soon I hopped into bus 5 and went to fik's house. (x Went there, lepak-ed, waited for farhan to come, and then we just slacked around some more. At about 4.30, we went to play soccer! All the way til like 7 plus. Damn fun hahaha. Afterwards, went back to his house and cooled down. Bathed, then waited for our dinner. We had the food in the bread thingy! You know the advert. The curry was super nice and the bread was super soft! I suggest you try its really nice. Afterwards we played 2 games of carom, and the 2nd game lasted sooooo damn long I tell you. Taufik and Farhan kept getting bankrupt (6 times in fact) but they still won. -.- hahahaha. I went home at about 11. Reached home, worked out and sleep yeah thats all.

All I want, all I need, all I really really need. And what I'm going to get, soon. Very soon. :D

I used to thought I don't keep secrets from friends. But who am I kidding? I do, I do. Maybe some of the deepest darkest secrets in my life. But hey, what are secrets for right? It makes me wonder at times. There are other secrets, insignificant they might be, but sometimes the shame of bringing that particular secret into the open ... Well I can't face it. In time my doubts will be cleared, my conscience even clearer. But as for now, well secrets make life interesting. ;D