Sorry lah guys.
I know my blog is kind of.
DEAD?
I seriously have nothing to post about.
Holidays sucksucksuck.
Nothing to do, man!

Most of my cousins went home already.
They slept over at my house for 2 nights.
It was pretty fun.
Just now, went to play soccer with neighbours.
Damn, I injured myself alot.
What's injured now is my back, my right foot and the fingers on my right hand.
XD
And people, sorry if I don't reply to your messages.
Its just that there's something wrong with my sim card.

Chibai man!
I'm going to stuff my hand up your ass, pull out your intestines,
And stuff them into your mouth!
Because of you, I couldn't go for the malay class bbq.
KNNCBFUCK.

Sheesh.
Somebody, help me.
I'M FREAKING BORED!
I need somebody who can sms me throughout the day!
That hasn't happened eversince I broke up.
XD

Alhamdullilah!
The car is ok.
I called my uncle to help me.
He was blur at first, but then he just anyhow step the accelerator and started the car up,
and it worked!
I'm so thankful towards him!
After he went home, I started up the car and heated up the engine.
The start-up is slower than usual, but at least it can work.
I sms-ed my dad, and he said, nevermind.
Wait till it really spoils, then can call Toyota.
Today was the usual.
Boring day, just lazing around.
I'm waiting for this thursday's barbeque, and the class chalet on the 3rd!
That's when the fun starts!

ARGH.
The car just fucked up.
Can't start.
I tried to start it, but there was a buzzing sound.
I think my grandad had something to do with it.
He's not used to automatic transmission.
So I got a feeling he did something that fucked the car up.
And now, I have to call the Toyota Service centre to get our car towed to be fixed.
My grandad don't want to call.
ARGH

How convenient.
Just when my dad left.
The bulb in the light at the toilet has fused.
And its up to me to change it!
Lucky my dad taught me a thing or two a few years back on doing it.
Hope I can remember!
=X

Went to the airport at 9.30am.
Alot of family came!
Many of my cousins, aunts and uncles.
We slacked around for some while.
Parents checked in their bags.
Then it was time for them to go in.
Argh.
My parents began to salam the elders first, and then all my aunts and uncles.
And then it was us.

I harbor no hate, no despise.
All I carry, is love.
I wonder, such an emotionally strong boy like me.
Who cannot cry, at such emotional times.
I began to get a feeling.
That feeling in my heart.
And then I realised, what that was.
It was sadness, truth and love.
Then the tears started coming.
I couldn't stop.
It was then I realised how much I love my parents.
1 month!
That's very long, too long.
I return from Malaysia, and 5 days later, they go off.
I can't bear with it.
I just realise what I never realised before
I realised how much I love my parents
that this could be the last time I see them
insyallah nothing happens to them
but ajal maut is in Allah's hands
I can't ever determine anything.
I kept myself strong.
Only 2 tears rolled out.
But I was still feeling sadness.
My aunt supported me.
And reassured me.
I am grateful to her.

I pray, they go there safely, and they reach home safely.
No mishap will happen.
Let them return to us, the same as they were.
Everybody pray, please.
Now I realise,
I should never defy, and make my parents angry.
When they are gone, you will realise that you take them for granted.
Never, will I do it again.
I hope not to.

Since today is the last day my parents are at home before going for Haji,
many people came to visit.
Everybody gave $50 notes.
O.o
I want!
Heh.
My parents just put me responsible for a large amount of money to buy my siblings books, stationary, uniform and school shoes.
I still have to buy my long pants and school shoes, and also my Biology book.
If I lose that money, my parents will bury me alive!
I kinda feel sad now.
Hopefully, nothing will happen and my parents get home safely.
Insyallah.
Everybody pray for my parents!
Oh yeah, my parents let me go for YMC hike to Gunung Stong in Kelantan.
We're taking train.
WOOHOO!
It's been like, more than 10 years since I've taken a train.
But I have 1 day's rest, and after that I have hockey camp.
OMFG!
But the hockey camp is from 26th to 29th Dec.
My parents are coming back on the 28th.
Either I skip this camp,
or I ask my teacher to be excused to pick up my parents.
Which one?

Nothing to do today.
Just hang out with my parents,
since its the last day we're going to be together before they leave for haji tomorrow.
I'm going to miss them.
And its up to me to take care of my siblings.
I have ALOT to learn.
XD
There's an article today on the "Saturday" section of Straits Times.
Featuring one of Victoria's cricket players.
And they mentioned about our coach, Mr Fred.
They said he was a "legendary player".
Damn, I feel like puking now.
Legendary my foot.

DAY 1

Woke up on Wednesday at 5.30am.
Bathed, prayed, and last minute packing.
My dad offered to send me, so I waited for him.
And then my whole family said goodbye to me.
Even my baby brother.
I wonder how he woke up at 6 and said "Bye Abang" to me.
Gosh that broke my heart.
I knew I would miss him alot!
Reached school, and saw most of them already gathered there.
My Amir passed me my passport.
At 7.30am, we went off.
In the bus trip, we didn't do much.
It was basically PSP, MP3 and SLEEP!
Come on, what else can you do in a 5-hour bus trip?
Some people borrowed my PSP in several parts of the journey though,
so all I did was slept.
After several toilet breaks, breakfast at some place at a toll, and a jam when entering KL,
we finally reached Vistana hotel.
My room-mates were Afi, Fared and Azhari.
We wanted to have a rest! But we were given 30 minutes to change and meet at the lobby for our respective matches; hockey boys for hockey, and soccer boys for their soccer match.
We lost 5-0.
The players were for the state team.
STATE TEAM
After the match, we picked up the soccer boys and went to KLCC to shop and eat.
Me, Afi, Izzat and Saufi went together and ate at the food court, and then went around to shop.
The things there were fu
cking expensive, I tell you.
Touch and see, but DO NOT buy.
Left KLCC at about 10, and went back to the hotel.
Crapped about and slept at 12+.
Oh yeah, we watched this gruesome show, See No Evil.
Kane was the main actor.
He killed the people and gouged their eyes out.
How sick is that?
We all freaked out watching that show.

Day 2

Wake up call at 6.
That stupid machine.
"Good morning, this is your wake up call. Goodbye."
How irritating can that get?
Haha.
Everyone bathed.
Afi was the one who bathed first, and then woke us all up, actually.
We were lazy.
Finished packing, bathing, etc.
Went down for breakfast.
Wasn't many choices actually.
Then we set off for Penang.
About 2-3 hours away from Penang, guess what?
THE FREAKING BUS BROKE DOWN
We had to wait for another bus to ferry us to the nearest rest area.
There, we had our lunch, and slacked for 2 hours before the bus was repaired.
Then, continued on our way to Penang.
Reached Penang, there was no time.
So we went straight for our match.
We drawed with Penang Free School 1-1.
Then went back to hotel.
My roommates were Afi, Hidayat.
Nasir was supposed to be in our room but he changed with Afi, so yeah.
We did not go shopping.
Me and a few others went to eat at some restaurant.
And then shopped at 7-11 for food in the hotel room.
Then, I think we watched TV till we slept.

Day 3

We woke up at 6, again the wake up call.
Breakfast at 7.
Left at 8.
We went to Penang Free School for training.
Productive.
Mr Amir's training is much better than Mr Fred's.
And its fun!
After training, we had High Tea session at some place.
Exchanged gifts with the people there.
Then we went back to the hotel.
Rested all the way.
Then we had dinner at Komtar.
Bought stuff there.
Cheap the stuff over there.

Day 4

Woke up at the usual time.
Had match against Penang Free School.
Won them 2-1.
Went to have lunch at some indian restaurant.
Nice food.
But me and a few other of my friends had to wait 30 fucking minutes to get our food.
I was fed up.
Already so tired and hungry from the match,
yet we had to wait so long.
Then went back to the hotel.
Rested a bit.
Then went down for water polo at the pool.
We were happily playing, then the ball flew out of the pool.
Then this extra guy, took the ball, and talked to us.
"You're disturbing the hotel guests, blablabla."
I said out "fuck you", but too bad he didn't hear.
I mean, we paid for our stay!
What's the difference between him and us?
He gave the ball to the security guard and talked to him AND the life guard.
He told them to confiscate the ball.
Guess what?
The security guard gave back the ball to us and just said, don't throw so hard.
The man was freaking stunned.
Some of us shouted "baik ah!", then he walked away.
HAHAHA, that guy's jacked.
Throughout the whole time we were playing, he was stealing glances at us.
HAHAHA.
Then after the water polo, some people went back up.
But me and some others went down to the beach.
Played in the sand, with rocks and etc.
But we did not swim because they said there were jellyfish. XD
Then we went to Gurney Plaza for dinner and to shop.
Cheap stuff, good varieties.
You name it, they got it.
Well, not exactly.
But there was alot larh.
We were there from 6pm to 9pm.
Bought a many things, including a belt, which I lost later on.
Went back to the hotel, and just relaxed and watched TV.

Day 5

Woke up at the normal time.
We left for Kuala Lumpur.
Luckily, nothing happened to the bus.
We had a smooth journey.
We had lunch somewhere, but I forgot where.
Our match for that day got cancelled, so we watched the soccer team play at Kelab Aman.
The soccer team won 1-0.
We then went to Bukit Bintang for dinner.
Ate at the food court.
Went shopping.
More cheap stuff.
There was this Chinese celebrity coming.
So the mall was freaking crowded.
Then we went for this simulation ride.
Something like roller coaster.
Fun, but it was too short.
Then we saw this freaking hot girl.
Like model.
Then suddenly, the mom went up to Mr Imran.
We heard from Mr Imran later on, that they were Singaporean and that she was looking for a Victorian boyfriend for her daughter.
I want!
Seriously, she was hot.
Fuuyoh.

Day 6

We had a match with the KL state team again.
Lost with the same score.
Then we had this hockey clinic.
It was fun.
Learnt off-sweeps, proper hits, etc.
Then one part we learnt penalty.
Then there was a competition.
First round, just put the ball into the goalpost, even if the keeper touches it.
I got through this round.
The other rounds were all elimination,
But we could not touch the keeper.
If it went in but touched the keeper, you're eliminated.
I went all the way.
And I reached top two, with hidayat.
I shot, it was on target, but then.
Hit the keeper.
Aiyo.
And hidayat got RM5, just like that.
He got the ball in.
Wasted.
All the others were supporting me.
I underdog what.
Hahaha.
Then, we went to KLCC to eat.
I went A&W.
The root beer float is damn nice lah!
I want A&W to open back in Singapore!
Went back to hotel.
Then dinner got buffet, teachers blanja!
Went back to hotel.
Last night, so the hockey and soccer boys collaborated and crapped about.
Then we went to Nuri's room for some good fun.
Happy fun(:

Day 7

Left hotel at 9, after breakfast.
Reached Yong Peng for Lunch.
Had buffet.
Continued on the journey.
Reached immigrations.
Many of us were damn scared coz we were smuggling illegal DVD's and chewing gum.
Lucky, none of us got stopped.
Back at school at around 4.
Dad picked me up.
Reached home, gave all my sibs and parents their presents.
All were satisfied.
Especially my dad.
I bought him a Rockers genuine leather wallet.
Its very nice.
I wish I had bought another for myself.


My lesson from this trip

I truly bonded with my seniors and friends during this trip.
Got some new friends from soccer.
I realise how much I missed my family there.
I've come back a changed man.
No more being bad to my sisters and brother.
I'm going to be the best and most responsible oldest sibling.
Wish me luck people!

P.S. I need to work on my fitness

I promise I will post tomorrow!
I've been busy today.
Went for a massage.
The masseur told me that my body was tired and very tense.
He corrected many joints.
Freaking pain!
My bones were going "krock, krock" repeatedly.
But my whole body felt light after that.
Thank goodness.
Then went to buy a new digital camera.
Cybeshot, 8.1 megapixel.
Ok lah.
Then went to my grandad's house.
I miss that old man(:

Wassup people!
I'm BACKKKKKK(:
Will update on the trip tomorrow.
Effing tired!

Hey people.
I will be away tomorrow,
for 7 days.
I'm leaving with mixed reactions.
Happy.
But I'm going to miss my family.
First time overseas without family.
Ohwell.
Here's my hp number:
96698643

CHIBAI MAN!
Stupid internet.
I keep banging my laptop in frustration.
Went out to buy the XBOX my sister wanted.
She's K2.
And she'll be getting a PSP soon.
How freaking corrupted is that?
XD
Oh I remember the first time I came across "XD"
Random I know, but the first time I saw it.
I was going, "Huh? Why the hell is this guy typing random letters",
until a mystical force tilted my head and I finally saw it.
Haha!
My mum just gave me some more money.
So with the money my mum and dad gave me,
I have 280 ringgit to spend.
Plus another $50 as backup. =D
I'm excited man!
I mean, training's just going to be 3 hours.
And the rest is for sightseeing and all!
Jeez, that's awesome.
And Mr Fred's not even coming.
Oh yeah, did you know that its stressful to go out with girls/women to do some shopping.
Urgh.

Subject Combination is out!
I got Triple Science.
WOOHOO!
And yeah, I(or rather, my parents) decided not to take PE.
Aww.

What's that coming over the hill?
Is it a monster?
XD
I love this song.
Thanks Fifa08,
for introducing me to this song.

I finally got back my thumbdrive from Mr Hamilton.
Music's back!
Then I went for my briefing.
And I realise my passport is with Mr Siow.
And he's somewhere in the jungles of Kota Tinggi.
Great.
I have to rush and get it from him tomorrow evening.
Went back to Tampines.
Bought my PSP skin.
Pasted in onto my psp.
It looks nice.
XD

Argh.
I feel like all my posts have been,
well.
CRAP!
I want to start off a new life.
Get reincarnated as Donald Trump.
Bahh, he doesn't wash his ass though.
Lets move on.
I'm still waiting for the drowsy effect to kick in.
Retarded ain't it, letting the meds do the work.
I just helped my sister with her blog.
Typical newbie.
I discovered the way to work things out in blogger,
as I always do in other situations.
It's called the:
anyhow-click-if-wrong-then-die-if-not-then-lucky-you
Technique.
It hasn't failed me YET.
And, my parents are interrogating me on my relationship.
Not my dad, my mum.
Urgh.
KPO sia.
I want to put everything behind me.
But she keeps asking and asking.
Then my sister also keeps adding in.
I try to tolerate.
But seriously, if she asks more.
I think I'm going to lose control.
Ah, the effects are kicking in.
Goodnight.
And btw, those of you who come and don't tag.
You have no manners.
Don't you know it is a criminal offence punishable by hamster biting sentence.
Yes, its that serious.
What I mean is, just do tag.

Sunday oh Sunday.
Why you have to be so boring?
Yesterday my grandparents came again.
My grandfather gave me a new Nike jacket!
Woohoo!
Lucky, now I have a jacket that fits me,
to bring along to Penang.
I wonder how much my parents are giving me for the trip.
I hope its at least RM300.
There'll be a briefing tomorrow.
Then after that there'll be training at Delta.
But I don't think I'm going.
Gotta rest fully.
I still haven't recovered.
Oh yeah, today is my sister's birthday.
The TKGS one.
But I'm not going to buy her a present just yet.
I will wait 3 months to buy her a present.
Just like the way I'm waiting now.
3 months and she still has not given me a birthday present.
XD

Argh!
The meds the doctor gave me make me damn drowsy.
I eat, and *BOOM*! I fall asleep.

And, I'm single again. XD
Parents found out,
can't help it.
Like I was on meds.
I slept like a log.
I bet if a bomb dropped beside me I wouldn't wake up(probably because I would be DEAD by then)
They gave me a long talk on responsibilities and focusing on what's important?
Ok.
So studies.floorball.hockey. it is.
I don't think I'll have a girlfriend anytime soon.
I made a target not to have any til I reach JC.
But that's probably hard to achieve.
Hormones oh hormones.

I'm looking forward to the Penang/KL hockey trip since I missed my Veloci-T camp.
The doctor already gave me 3 days MC.
I bet if the soccer and hockey guys were combined in one bus.
At least half the bus will be filled with people playing PSP.XD
And yes, both the soccer and hockey boys are going.
Must be prepared for extensive fitness training! I think.
I'm thinking of getting a skin for my psp.
But I'm not sure what design to get.
I've already gotten themes for my psp though.

Urgh.
I have to eat my meds now.

Goodness.
I wonder why its so unbelievable that I fell sick.
I'm a human after all!
But this time is the worse I've fell sick.
I mean, normal humans don't get temperatures above 40 deg celcius!(as quoted from Sarah)
I had a sleepless night yesterday.
Everyone was worrying about me XD.
My grandparents stayed over.
I woke up at 12+?
And with my headache and unstable legs, walked with great trouble to get a cup of cold water for myself.
I'm feeling better now.
Temperature's dropped.
The impurities have been removed from my body.
Through that dark yellow pee.
But I don't understand why I can't sweat.
Seriously.
I can't sweat.
That's freaking strange.
Like when I bundled myself in jackets and blankets,
it felt like an oven.
But there was no sweat. XD
My joints are still aching.
But I have got stability to walk now,
luckily.
And Syasya, of course I have the energy to blog.
I'm a sportsman.
XD
Joking.

To Syasya.
12 days no longer.
My body went bonkers I tell you.
I can't even type properly now.
Let me explain before rest in peace.
Morning woke up, was feeling like shit.
My joints were aching.
My head was spinning.
My whole body was weak.
I couldn't even walk properly.
Then several guests came over to my house.
I couldn't do anything.
I just lay down and rested.
Then after they went home,
I went into my room,
bundled myself in jacket and blankets.
I slept for quite and while.
Then when I woke up,
I knew there was something wrong.
I couldn't move my legs properly.
My eyes felt like they were on fire.
My whole body felt freaking hot.
My throat was on fire.
I couldn't move.
So after waiting for some time, my mum came into my room.
She took my termperature, it was 39.8 Degrees Celcius.
She straightaway took a towel and wiped my body to cool it down.
But my temperature skyrocketed to 40.2.
I was whining and all, because my joints were all in severe pain and I couldn't do anything about it.
God.
After a few hours and some green tea, my temperature went down.
But my head was still spinning.
Unstable, I walked up the stairs to the toilet and nearly fell.
Needed support!
Argh.
Now I have to miss camp tmrw.
Damn.
Wish me luck in recovery(:

Urgh.
Today's training was ugly, I tell you.
I came late, but coach was not supervising us yet, so we did some passing.
Then coach called us into the gym.
Killer, gym.
Seriously, I can stand gym most of the time, but this time it was freaking tiring.
We had to do these stretches that took the shit out of me.
Then we had to lift weights.
We had to do push ups.
We did alot.
And all that took all the energy out of me.
Then we played 3VS3,
again, since I was tired I didn't run much.
But still, I sprinted on some occasions.
Seriously, I've never felt this tired.
Those other trainings feel so puny compared to this one.
ARGH!
And tomorrow's the last day of freedom before I leave home for 12 days.
I have Veloci-T camp, for camp instructors course.
Then when I return,
I have to wash and dry my VS clothes in record time,
And leave for Penang the next day for my hockey trip.
Its going to be fun, but I'll miss both my family and also Nyimas.
Luckily, we're allowed to bring our handphones for both camps, so no worries.
Just not seeing my family will be hard.
Seeing that my dad is sick and,
Seeing that my parents are going for the Haji pilgrimage on the 25th,
And that they'll be away for 1 whole month.
I have a lot of responsibility on my hands.
As an oldest sibling, its my duty to take care of the household and all my 4 siblings.
I hope I do this job well.

Stupid ICA.
I wanted to extend my passport.
And sheesh man.
I had to wait 3 fucking hours.
In the end, I'm forced to skip hockey training.
URGH!
When we first came there, they opened up 2 counters.
Then for some unknown reason, they closed 1,
Leaving only 1 freaking counter open.
After like, 1 hour,
they opened another one.
And after that, another one.
So there's 3.
And then they HAD to close another one.
Leaving 2.
Fucking bad service.
So disgraceful. TSK3.
I mean like, 2 counters?
There were more than 10 UNOCCUPIED counters.
It pisses me off.
Especially when I had to skip training.
Bloody shitheads.

I don't know why.
But for no apparent reason,
I'm in a bad mood today.
Seriously!
I have no reason for it.
Although my handphone screwed up,
and I can't even sms my girlfriend.
URGH.
Started off the day with madrasah(religious class),
Took my oral test.
Then throughout break, ate and had fun.
Then came the next lesson.
We were supposed to read and revise and ask the Ustazah questions regarding the exam.
But I ended up reading the part on how to manage people after death.
In malay, mengurus jenazah hingga ke kubur.
I know I'm a retard, but yeah.
Got me all emo and scared reading about it.
Takut amalan tak cukup ah beb.
So then after that my parents picked my up.
Went home, I supported my dad up the stairs.
Well, its time I do something for him.
When I was a baby, he carried me, cleaned up the mess made up by me, slept by me, sacrificed for me.
This is not all, but his sacrifices for me are endless.
Its time to give back what he has done to me.
Nothing can ever repay what my dad has done for me over the years.
Supporting my dad is just supersmall,
compared to what my dad has done over the years.
Went back home, blah.
Then my aunts/uncles came over to visit my dad.
And those little kids irritated me by "Can I play PSP",
right when I'm in the middle of playing it.
How irritating can life get?
Better sleep now.
I think I'm going to renew my passport tomorrow.
AND, I have training at school at 4.
Cool.
I love training.
And before I leave, everybody watch this video.
Funnyshit!

Sorry for the absence people.
I've got things to do,
for example, play.play.play.
Retardation, yes I know.
So basically, the week was not that eventful.
I skipped training, not because I wanted to to,
but I had my reasons.
One was because of a personal reason,
But the other one was because I was sick.
My right ear went deaf for 2 days!
So I could not hear properly.
I had a cold also,
but with plenty of rest and no medicine,
I finally recovered.
Now I'm looking forward to training on Monday.
And another thing,
I am supposed to renew my passport for the trip to Malaysia.
Both for my camp instructor's course,
And also for my hockey trip to Malaysia.
But then, my father is ill with slipdisc.
Its like, one of the discs alligning his spine has come out of position,
so he's in great pain.
And he can't walk that well.
That means he cannot drive me there.
Pity.
I don't mind going all the way to CBD myself,
but I need a parent to accompany to renew the passport because I'm underaged.
Damn, what should I do?
And I hope my dad gets well soon.

I have discovered my love for hockey,
AGAIN!
I miss the feel when the stick comes into contact with the ball when I smack it hard.
I miss the sight of a successful shot.
I miss the dribbling past defenders.
I miss hockey!
It was my first hockey training after a super long time not playing it.
So I thought I would be rusty.
But hey, oil always works!
I played and after a while, I was back to my old shape!
Woohoo.

Ok, now on today's events.
I woke up at 8am hesitantly.
But I still woke up anw.
Bathed, and got ready to go to Parkway.
I was meeting some friends to discuss our class chalet.
292 took a farking long time.
But finally, it reached and then I took 31 from the interchange to Parkway.
Reached, went to Macs and discussed for about a few hours.
And after that, to kill time before training, we went walking around Parkway.
At about 1.15, we left and I went back to school.
Seeing that there was time to kill, we played PSP and compared PSP games.
XD
Had training.
In gym, lifting weights and then stickwork.
After that, I took 31 back home with Afi and Hamzah.
Just as I was about to climb the steps to go up to my house, Fawwaz called.
He asked me to go to Abang Raz's house.
I was so freaking tired.
But heck, I still went.
Bathed, solat-ed and all and then went out to meet them at Eunos MRT.
Then took MRT to Yew Tee.
Crazy, Abang Raz's house so ulu XD.
And then, we had lotsa fun at his house.
Fawwaz got $50 bloody hell.
Hahahahaha.
Abang Raz then sent us home, and I reached home at about 11pm.